I did my best [continues Catherine Bell] to make a friend of her,
but to no purpose. Whatever was the reason she disliked me from
the first. ["I am convinced she does not like me," wrote Charlotte
to Emily of Madame Héger.] I felt intuitively she was my enemy....
Had we been thrown together when I was a child [!] I should
probably have suited her ... for at that time I was a little given
to flattery myself. But that was before I had learned how many
better things there are than mere beauty.... Perhaps ... I
preferred more solid advantages, because my vanity assured me that
I had them myself, whilst my personal appearance was insignificant
compared with hers. I was certainly fond of talking of what I
knew, which answered very well with those who knew as much, and
was rather pleasing to those who knew more. [M. Héger seems to
have found pleasure in his intellectual talks with Currer Bell],
but to Isabella [this, as I have said, is the name of Catherine's
rival in _Wuthering Heights_, who was married to Heathcliffe] it
was hateful. She imagined I wanted to expose her ignorance.
I have given some of the biographical facts respecting Miss Brontë
embodied in Mdlle. Lagrange's story, and before closing this chapter
dealing with that extraordinary manuscript I will print a further
extract or so from it. The opening is as follows:--
"KITTY BELL, THE ORPHAN."
I was not above four years old when my mother died, my father
having gone to his grave two years before.... Oh, it is a sad, sad
thing to be an orphan!... My little head has been cut with more
than one fall, and blood has flowed down my neck. But nobody
cared.... It was only Kitty Bell.... There was no loving heart to
take me to itself and soothe me.... I had been taken home by some
relation of my mother, ... a widow [Mrs. Burke], and though she
treated me with great rigour, she melted on her death-bed.
She is locked in the room wherein Mrs. Burke died, after the manner of
the same incident in _Jane Eyre_, and the writer takes an opportunity of
inserting the most distinctive feature of _Jane Eyre_, the light-bearing
apparition, the original of which I have shown Charlotte Brontë found in
Montagu's _Gleanings in Craven_:--
Suddenly there came a gleam of light through the key-hole, ... and
now I could hear a short, heavy tread upon the stairs--it was
coming up.... The gleam shot through the key-hole a third time,
with treble radiance. But what had I seen?... Was it a vision? was
it a ghost? It was a tall figure in white, like a winding sheet,
with a hideous face and balls of gleaming fire where the eyes
should be. The sight had stunned and levelled me almost like a
blow on the temple.... I cannot say how long I continued in this
swoon, but when I began to recover myself I was in my own bed.
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