"Forget to-night who I am, and to-morrow I shall have no assurance
that the police are not searching for me. Why, man, I may have been a
criminal. I have no way of knowing. I am hand-tied. Possibly, I have a
wife and family waiting for me somewhere--needing me!"
His breath came in agitated gasps.
"I am two men, and one of them does not know the other. Sometimes, it
threatens me with madness--sometimes, for a happy interval, I almost
forget it. At first, it was insupportable, but the vastness of the
prairie and the calm of the mountain seemed to soothe me into sanity,
and give me a grip on myself. The starlight in my face during nights
spent in the saddle--that was soothing; it was medicine for my sick
brain. These things at least made me physically perfect. But, since
yesterday is sealed, I must remain to some extent the recluse. The
sort of intercourse we call society I have barred. That is why I am
anxious for your cabin, rather than your clubs and your
entertainments."
"You didn't have to tell me," said Steele slowly, "but I'm glad you
did. I and my friends are willing to gauge your past by your present.
But I'm glad of your confidence."
Saxon raised his face, and his eyes wore an expression of
gratification.
"Yes, I'm glad I told you. If I should go out before I solve it, and
you should ever chance on the answer, I'd like my own name over
me--and both dates, birth as well as death. My work is, of course, to
learn it all--if I can; and I hope--" he forced a laugh--"when I meet
the other man, he will be fit to shake hands with."
"Listen," Steele spoke eagerly. "How long has it been?"
"Over six years."
"Then, why not go on and round out the seven? Seven years of absolute
disappearance gives a man legal death. Let the old problem lie, and go
forward as Robert Saxon. That is the simplest way."
The other shook his head.
"That would be an evasion. It would prove nothing. If I discover
responsibilities surviving from the past, I must take them up."
"What did the physicians say?"
"They didn't know." Saxon shook his head. "Perhaps, some strong
reminder may at some unwarned moment open the volume where it was
closed; perhaps, it will never open. To-morrow morning, I may awaken
Robert Saxon--or the other man." He paused, then added quietly: "Such
an unplaced personality had best touch other lives as lightly as it
can."
Steele went silently over, and cranked the machine. As he straightened
up, he asked abruptly:
"Would you prefer calling off this dinner?"
"No." The artist laughed. "We will take a chance on my remaining
myself until after dinner, but as soon as convenient----"
"To-morrow," promised Steele, "we go to the cabin."
CHAPTER III
Perhaps, the same futile vanity that led Mr. Bellton to import the
latest sartorial novelties from the _Rue de la Paix_ for the adornment
of his person made him fond of providing foreign notables to give
color to his entertainments.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account