When the man with the pistol spoke, it was in words that were
illuminating. The voice was tremulous with emotion, probably nervous
terror, yet the tone was intended to convey irony, and was partly
successful.
"I presume," it said icily, "you wished to enjoy the sensation of
standing at that point--this time with the certainty of walking away
alive. It must be a pleasant reminiscence, but one never can tell."
The thin man paused, and then began afresh, his voice charged with a
bravado that somehow seemed to lack genuineness.
"Last time, you expected to be carried away dead--and went away
living. This time, you expected to walk away in safety, and, instead,
you've got to die. Your execution was only delayed." He gave a short,
nervous laugh, then his voice came near breaking as he went on almost
wildly: "I've got to kill you, Carter. God knows I don't want to do
it, but I must have security! This knowledge that you are watching me
to drop on me like a hawk on a rat, will drive me mad. They've told me
up and down both these God-forsaken coasts, from Ancon to Buenos
Ayres, from La Boca to Concepcion, that you would get me, and now it's
sheer self-defense with me. I know you never forgave a wrong--and God
knows that I never did you the wrong you are trying to revenge. God
knows I am innocent."
Rodman halted breathless, and stood with his flat chest rising and
falling almost hysterically. He was in the state when men are most
irresponsible and dangerous.
Meanwhile, a pistol held in an unsteady hand, its trigger under an
uncertain finger, emphasized a situation that called for electrical
thinking. To assert a mistake in identity would be ludicrous. Saxon
was not in a position to claim that. The other man seemed to have
knowledge that he himself lacked. Moreover, that knowledge was the
information which Saxon, as self-prosecutor, must have. The only
course was to meet the other's bravado with a counter show of bravado,
and keep him talking. Perhaps, some one would pass in the empty
street.
"Well," demanded Rodman between gasping breaths, "why in hell don't
you say something?"
Saxon began to feel the mastery of the stronger man over the weaker,
despite the fact that the weaker supplemented his inferiority with a
weapon.
"It appears to me," came the answer, and it was the first time Rodman
had heard the voice, now almost velvety, "it appears to me that there
isn't very much for me to say. You seem to be in the best position to
do the talking."
"Yes, damn you!" accused the other, excitedly. "You are always the
same--always making the big pyrotechnic display! You have grandstanded
and posed as the debonair adventurer, until it's come to be second
nature. That won't help now!" The thin man's braggadocio changed
suddenly to something like a whine.
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