Through the bitterness of conviction, a part of Saxon's brain seemed
to be looking on impersonally and marveling, almost with amusement, at
the remarkable position in which he found himself. Here stood a man
before him with a pistol pressed close to his chest, threatening
execution, denouncing, cursing, yet all the while giving evidence of
terror, almost pleading with his victim to believe his story! It was
the armed man who was frightened, who dreaded the act he declared he
was about to commit. And, as Saxon stood listening, it dawned upon
him, in the despair of the moment, that it was a matter of small
concern to himself whether or not the other fired. The story he had
heard had already done the injury. The bullet would be less cruel....
Rodman went on:
"I bent every effort to saving you, but Williams had confessed. He
was frightened. It was his first experience. He didn't know of my
connection with the thing. So help me God, that is the true version."
The story sickened Saxon, coming to him as it did in a form he could
no longer disbelieve. He raised his hands despairingly. At last, he
heard the other's voice again.
"When the scrap ended, and you were in power, I had gone. I was afraid
to come back. I knew what you would think, and then, after you left
the country, I couldn't find where you had gone."
"You may believe me or not," the painter said apathetically, "but I
have forgotten all that. I have no resentment, no wish for vengeance.
I had not even suspected you. I give you my word on that."
"Of course," retorted Rodman excitedly, "you'd say that. You're
looking down a gun-barrel. You're talking for your life. Of course,
you'd lie."
Then, the revolutionist did a foolish and unguarded thing. He came a
step nearer, and pressed the muzzle closer against Saxon's chest, his
own eyes glaring into those of his captive. The movement threw Saxon's
hands out of his diminished field of sight. In an instant, the painter
had caught the wrist of the slighter man in a grip that paralyzed the
hand, and forced it aside. The pistol fell from the nerveless fingers,
and dropped clattering to the flagstones. As it struck, Saxon swept it
backward with his foot.
Rodman leaped frantically backward, and stood for a moment rearranging
his crumpled cuff with the dazed manner of a man who hopes for no
quarter. His lower jaw dropped, and he remained trembling, almost
idiotic of mien. Then, as Saxon picked up the weapon and stood
fingering its trigger, the filibuster drew himself up really with
dignity. He stretched out both empty hands, and shrugged his
shoulders.
The fear of an enemy silently stalking him had filled his days with
terror. Now that he regarded death as certain, his cowardice dropped
away like a discarded cloak.
"I don't ask much," he said simply; "only, for God's sake kill me
here! Don't surrender me to the government! At least, let the other
fellows know that I was dead before their plans were betrayed."
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