"What has happened? Can I believe my eyes? Am I moon-mad? Have all the
devils possessed me? Are you Peronella? Am I Cesano? Is he your lover?"
He buried his face in his hands. Peronella would not answer the poor
fellow.
"What has happened? Has that pink foreigner bewitched your heart? Are
you tormenting me or are you tired of me?" he cried.
"Not tired of you," said the girl, growing a little white but not
relaxing her grip of Norman, "but very fond of him."
"Fond of that person? Who or what is he? I have not the honour...."
"He is an English lord who came here this afternoon to live here."
"An English lord in this mud-house?"
"It is good enough for him where I am."
Meanwhile Norman was feeling awkward enough. The girl, it seemed, had
taken possession of him almost without asking him, though doubtless it
was his own fault, for kissing lonely nymphs all in the morning of the
world. There she was publicly avowing him, and making him feel very mean
and foolish before her honest, if extravagant, lover, who now went on
with a sort of portentous dignity:
"I am sorry. Forgive me, Peronella. I am confused. I cannot understand
what has happened. You cannot give me up after all these months for some
one you do not know at all. It is absurd. It could not be. It is
fantastic. It is unreal."
"I did not know I had ever taken you," replied Peronella. "What have we
ever done but go out for walks like friends?"
"But I was going to give up everything for you. Do not blast my youth."
"It has been blasted before, Cesano."
"Not like this time. I cannot sleep. Come, take away your arm, last of
creatures. I cannot bear it. I will go mad. I will beat you. As for you,
sir" (to Norman, in a deep bass), "I will deal with you after with cold
steel!"
"Come, now," said Peronella, smoothly. "I am very sorry indeed. One
cannot help the hand of Fate."
"Hand of Fate," said Cesano, in justifiable wrath. "It has driven many
women to hell, that hand of Fate. Do you kiss a new man every week? Have
you a price? Was I not honourable? Did we not talk of marriage? Did I
not pick you coral from the sea--violets from the meadows?"
"Don't be poetic, Cesano, or I shall cry."
"Cry! Can you shed tears? I have shed many for you at night beneath your
window. But you have no heart!"
"Why trouble then about so stony a young girl?"
The affected languor of her tone irritated Norman almost as much as it
was intended to irritate Cesano, but he could not well desert her now,
and stood his ground. Cesano sobbed, put one hand on his breast and the
other on a tableknife with which he made the most threatening gestures
at Norman. The latter, who understood the hand-play more than the
rhetoric, could not help laughing at the grotesque but unfortunate
Alsandrian.
"Ah! you laugh now!" said Cesano, ferociously. "Some day I will make you
smile at the back of your head."
And turning on his heel, to Norman's surprise, he went softly and
quietly out of the room.
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