And all that day Lirazel did nothing that caused anybody to wonder, but
let herself be governed by custom and the ways of the fields we know.
Only, when the stars came out and Orion shone, she knew that their
splendour had not received its due, and her gratitude to Orion yearned
to be said. She was grateful for his bright beauty that cheered our
fields, and grateful for his protection, of which she felt sure for her
boy, against jealous spirits of air. And all her unsaid thanks so burned
in her heart that all of a sudden she rose and left her tower and went
out to the open starlight, and lifted her face to the stars and the
place of Orion, and stood all dumb though her thanks were trembling upon
her lips; for Alveric had told her one must not pray to the stars. With
face upturned to all that wandering host she stood long silent, obedient
to Alveric: then she lowered her eyes, and there was a small pool
glimmering in the night, in which all the faces of the stars were
shining. "To pray to the stars," she said to herself in the night, "is
surely wrong. These images in the water are not the stars. I will pray
to their images, and the stars will know."
And on her knees amongst the iris leaves she prayed at the edge of the
pool, and gave thanks to the images of the stars for the joy she had had
of the night, when the constellations shone in their myriad majesty, and
moved like an army dressed in silver mail, marching from unknown
victories to conquer in distant wars. She blessed and thanked and
praised those bright reflections shimmering down in the pool, and bade
them tell her thanks and her praise to Orion, to whom she might not
pray. It was thus that Alveric found her, kneeling, bent down in the
dark, and reproached her bitterly. She was worshipping the stars, he
said, which were there for no such purpose. And she said she was only
supplicating their images.
We may understand his feelings easily: the strangeness of her, her
unexpected acts, her contrariness to all established things, her scorn
for custom, her wayward ignorance, jarred on some treasured tradition
every day. The more romantic she had been far away over the frontier, as
told of by legend and song, the more difficult it was for her to fill
any place once held by the ladies of that castle who were versed in all
the lore of the fields we know. And Alveric looked for her to fulfil
duties and follow customs which were all as new to her as the twinkling
stars.
But Lirazel felt only that the stars had not their due, and that custom
or reason or whatever men set store by should demand that thanks be
given them for their beauty; and she had not thanked them even, but had
supplicated only their images in the pool.
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