Great Britain -- History, Naval -- 18th century -- Fiction; Nore Mutiny, 1797 -- Fiction
The admiral received the intelligence with apparent composure, and bowed
his head to the physicians as they quitted his room. He was alone, and
left to his own reflections, which were not of the most enviable nature.
He was seated, propped up in an easy chair, opposite the large French
window, which commanded a view of the park. The sun was setting, and
the long-extended shadows of the magnificent trees which adorned his
extensive domain were in beautiful contrast with the gleams of radiant
light, darting in long streaks between them on the luxuriant herbage.
The cattle, quietly standing in the lake, were refreshing themselves
after the heat of the day, and the deer lay in groups under the shade,
or crouching in their lairs, partly concealed by the underwood and fern.
All was in repose and beauty, and the dying man watched the sun, as it
fast descended to the horizon, as emblematical of his race, so shortly
to be sped. He surveyed the groups before him--he envied even the
beasts of the field, and the reclaimed tenants of the forest, for they
at least had of their kind, with whom they could associate; but he,
their lord and master, was alone--alone in the world, without one who
loved or cared for him, without one to sympathise in his sufferings and
administer to his wants, except from interested motives--without one to
soothe his anguish, and soften the pillow of affliction and disease--
without one to close his eyes, or shed a tear, now that he was dying.
His thoughts naturally reverted to his wife and children. He knew that
two of these individuals, out of three, were in the cold grave--and
where was the other? The certain approach of death had already
humanised and softened his flinty heart. The veil that had been drawn
by passion between his conscience and his guilt was torn away. The past
rushed upon his memory with dreadful rapidity and truth, and horrible
conviction flashed upon his soul, as he unwillingly acknowledged himself
to be the murderer of his wife and child. Remorse, as usual, followed,
treading upon the heels of conviction--such remorse, that, in a short
space, the agony became insupportable.
After an ineffectual struggle of pride, he seized the line which was
attached to the bell-rope, and, when his summons was obeyed, desired
that the vicar might be immediately requested to come to him.
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