"You are walking toward the fireplace--moving swiftly now because
the paper is burning rapidly. You drop it on the hearth--and the
already-laid fire is catching. The chimney is smoking a bit and you are
poking the fresh blaze."
He turned and faced her.
"Thanks," he said. "That's what I thought I was doing. Now, to avoid
a mental discussion of personal metaphysics, I must establish the
validity of this sheet of paper!"
The housekeeper asked if there were anything more to do, and Carroll
shook his head idly. She left, and James Carroll faced himself in the
mirror.
"Whose hallucination?" he asked himself. "Mine--or Pollard's?"
He recalled a tale of a man so convinced of his hallucination of utter
smallness that he prepared trick pictures of himself, completely
overwhelmed in size by the common water-hydra and its associated
animalcules. Could he have prepared this report to support his own
belief?
He smiled. Tomorrow he would know for certain! If his sheet were valid,
it would be missing from the files. If anybody had interfered with the
official channels of the reports it had been someone other than James
Forrest Carroll. Perhaps Dr. Pollard could identify the report.
Then he'd know who was hallucinating!
CHAPTER III
_Kidnaped!_
Dr. Pollard finished telling his story to John Majors and said, "The
whole thing jells, John. Everything fits perfectly."
"I don't see it," objected Majors. "How can a man driven into a
psychosis by overwork turn up concocting such a wild-eyed yarn as this
hallucination?"
"Easily. Supposing that Carroll had come upon something basically
unsound. Suppose all the rest had done the same, the other three or
four. The tinkering with the notes is a normal justification for
him--if someone hadn't been tinkering with the notes, the problem might
have been solved long ago.
"Mrs. Bagby called me just before you came in, remember. I've taken
time to inspect all the compiled notes prepared by the typing bureau
from a couple of days before Carroll's illness to the present date.
They're all present. I've also inspected the originals. There are
none missing. Carroll's note must be a psychotic attempt to prove his
sanity."
"How could he prepare such?" wondered Majors.
"Easily. It was done under a psychic block and the patient remembers
only the true--_his_ true--facts of how he found it on the street."
"Then you believe that Carroll was not on that corner on the day he
first saw Sally get hauled into that black sedan?"
"He may not have been there at all. We all knew Sally's habits and that
corner very well. That Carroll returned on the following days is a part
of his justification pattern. The whole thing is very logical. And it
is too bad. I was hoping that Carroll's interest in Sally was a glimmer
of returning interest in life and work."
"The child is half his age," snorted Majors in derision.
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