"Tell you what I'll do," said Pollard. "Since you think this affair is
what you claim, I'm going to give you a chance to prove it. I'm going
to advance Sally into the mailing department and let you take over the
job of delivering those reports yourself. You feel that they might not
be able to pull the wool over your eyes?"
"You know what I think?" said Carroll sharply. "I think that the days
that I joined Sally for her sandwich I took a ride with her in that
car, instead!"
"How do you come to that conclusion?" asked the psychologist,
scribbling on his scratchpad.
"Because every day that I watched I saw her enter the car. Every day I
was with her we saw no car. Could it be mass-hypnosis?"
"It might--but why weren't you hypnotized?"
"I don't know. Why have I got this amnesia?"
"It isn't amnesia anymore," said the psychologist ruefully. "It is now
a definite psychic block against your former line of work, coupled with
self-justified hallucination."
"I hate to puncture that bubble," said Pollard. "But I must. Take that
job and find out for yourself!"
"I will," said James Carroll flatly. "You watch!"
"Good!"
"And I will not be stopping for sandwiches, either!" snapped Carroll.
"Or, I might add, anything else!"
* * * * *
James Carroll tucked the box underneath his arm and set out along the
street. He walked warily, keeping a sharp lookout for the black sedan.
A few hundred feet ahead of him he saw Sally turn into the drug store
for her habitual snack but he suppressed very quickly the impulse to
follow her and talk to her about the job.
He stood on the corner of the square, waiting for traffic. It was a
reasonably long-time light for the crosstown road, and Carroll reached
for a cigarette. His pack was empty, so he crumpled it and tossed it in
the nearby waste-chute and looked about him questingly.
The corner upon which he stood held a cigar store and James Carroll
entered the shop to buy cigarettes. The store was rather full and he
was forced to wait.
And it came to him, then. During that wait it came to his
feebly-groping mind that this was the same sort of pattern that he
had seen before. Was this truth--or reality? He smiled, and as the
storekeeper came towards him, he looked the man in the eye and said:
"When did you split me off?"
There was a look of amazement on the proprietor's face--wonder,
puzzlement and a scowl of slight anger.
"You heard me," said Carroll flatly. "What are you doing to my reports?"
"You're nuts," said the storekeeper.
"Am I?" replied Carroll lightly. "Then I'll tell you why. The Lawson
Radiation comes from a system of interstellar travel, used by some race
out in the Boötes region of the sky. The insoluble dilemma is how to go
out to learn the secret of interstellar travel when I need interstellar
travel to go out and ask the questions--"
The man's face faded, distorted like a cheap oil-clay image under too
warm a light.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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