The Knickerbocker, Vol. 10, No. 3, September 1837Various
History
The Knickerbocker, Vol. 10, No. 3, September 1837
Various
Periodicals
But, no! We have no right to ascribe such a wish to our friend Rose.
She never failed in a wife's duty to her poor sick husband. She
murmured not, though a glimpse of the sunny sky was as strange to
her as him, nor answered peevishly, though his complaining accents
roused her from her sweetest dream, only to share his wretchedness.
He knew her faith, yet nourished a cankered jealousy; and when the
slow disease had chilled all his heart, save one lukewarm spot, which
Death's frozen fingers were searching for, his last words were: 'What
would my Rose have done for her first love, if she has been so true
and kind to a sick old man like me!' And then his poor soul crept
away, and left the body lifeless, though hardly more so than for
years before, and Rose a widow, though in truth it was the wedding
night that widowed her. She felt glad, it must be owned, when Mr.
Ingersoll was buried, because his corpse had retained such a likeness
to the man half alive, that she hearkened for the sad murmur of his
voice, bidding her shift his pillow. But all through the next winter,
though the grave had held him many a month, she fancied him calling
from that cold bed, 'Rose! Rose! come put a blanket on my feet!'
So now the Rosebud was the Widow Ingersoll. Her troubles had come
early, and, tedious as they seemed, had passed before all her bloom
was fled. She was still fair enough to captivate a bachelor, or, with
a widow's cheerful gravity, she might have won a widower, stealing
into his heart in the very guise of his dead wife. But the Widow
Ingersoll had no such projects. By her watchings and continual cares,
her heart had become knit to her first husband with a constancy which
changed its very nature, and made her love him for his infirmities,
and infirmity for his sake. When the palsied old man was gone, even
her early lover could not have supplied his place. She had dwelt in
a sick-chamber, and been the companion of a half-dead wretch, till
she should scarcely breathe in a free air, and felt ill at ease with
the healthy and the happy. She missed the fragrance of the doctor's
stuff. She walked the chamber with a noiseless footfall. If visitors
came in, she spoke in soft and soothing accents, and was startled and
shocked by their loud voices. Often, in the lonesome evening, she
looked timorously from the fireside to the bed, with almost a hope of
recognising a ghastly face upon the pillow. Then went her thoughts
sadly to her husband's grave. If one impatient throb had wronged him
in his lifetime--if she had secretly repined, because her buoyant
youth was imprisoned with his torpid age--if ever, while slumbering
beside him, a treacherous dream had admitted another into her
heart--yet the sick man had been preparing a revenge, which the dead
now claimed. On his painful pillow, he had cast a spell around her;
his groans and misery had proved more captivating charms than gayety
and youthful grace; in his semblance, Disease itself had won the
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