The Knickerbocker, Vol. 10, No. 3, September 1837Various
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The Knickerbocker, Vol. 10, No. 3, September 1837
Various
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He found one; a coarse, rough, unlettered country-merchant, whose
ideas were bounded by the length and breadth of his counter; whose
whole soul was given to traffic. A sloven, except on Sundays and
courting-days, and then only clean on the outside. This fair,
delicate, daughter of wealth, possessed of a mind and education much
beyond her family's comprehension, was wedded to this '_respectable_'
man. Her heart was broken by this savage act of parental authority.
She died during the first year of her wedlock, and Edward Lang was
for two years deranged, and woke from this sleep of reason, to find
himself without hope, without motive, without sympathy.
He took to his books; he shut out the world, and dwelt upon the
beautiful and good in theory; lived in a love for the generous, the
exalted, and happy scenes of his imagination. When forced abroad by
his friends, he seemed lost and unhappy; he was disturbed from this
resting which an unfortunate mind derives from picturing for others
what he knows can never be for him.
By the world at large he was said to nourish false views of things,
because he had a higher standard than the world generally live by.
By these means he unfitted himself for society, and was voted dull,
eccentric, and love-sick. Time, however, softened his regrets, and
he came out in the scheming life I have referred to, in which, by
acting by principle and science, even in the work of agriculture, he
lost his all.
When I was introduced to him, he was living with an old aunt, upon
his paternal estate. Though poor, they had about them those marks of
refinement, which well-educated people will contrive to weave out of
common materials. Whether on the farm, in the garden, at his table,
in church, or in the street, no one could see Mr. Lang, and not say
with certainty that he was a gentleman. The aunt belonged to the old
school of ladies, rather prim and stiff; and yet her benevolent face,
her self-possession, and quiet dignity, gave her great influence in
society. Her reading and good sense, her piety and patience, were
proverbial. Every body called her 'madam,' and treated her with
marked respect. I was on the most familiar terms at their house; for
I believe they felt that I appreciated them. It was the sympathy of
people educated in the same way.
This gentleman was of great service to me. From the examination of
his own feelings, he had learned much of the nature of passion; from
severe suffering, he had become acquainted with misfortune. I used to
confide to him all my sorrows, and I told him my struggles. He saw my
remorse, and pitied my irresolution.
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