The Knickerbocker, Vol. 10, No. 5, November 1837Various
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The Knickerbocker, Vol. 10, No. 5, November 1837
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would continue for days, during which time I kept my room, and lived
upon the most simple diet. But when recovered in body and mind,
and going out with strongest resolution, as I thought, some new
temptation would assail me, and the same scene, the same agony, the
same remorse, were acted over and over again; and what makes it more
astonishing, there was a sincerity in this resistance, which repeated
failure could not lead me to doubt.
My only object in forming this acquaintance, was pity for Collins'
solitary state, and a desire to alleviate the pain he seemed to
suffer. My motive, if I know my own heart, was good. Even believers
in human depravity will give me credit for honesty of intention. 'The
way to hell is paved with good intentions,' says the preacher. How
true!
In one of my fits of voluntary seclusion, I read 'Hope Leslie.' Let
me here give the evidence of my own experience in favor of that
book. The study of the law was relinquished, and I read only works
of feverish interest, when I read any thing. After the indulgence
of irregular passions, every one who has suffered, knows that the
mind is left in a flighty state; we have strange visions, and think
strange thoughts; in short, we are quite poetic. Poetry, novels,
music! how grateful they are! They lead us away from ourselves, and
we are just unsound enough to yield entirely to the illusion. Under
such circumstances, I read 'Hope Leslie.' I was a week about it, and
I read all the time too. I was so enchanted with the book, that I
consumed it as the child eats his sugar-plums, by little and little,
to make it last the longer, dwelling over each passage; reading a
scene, and then walking the room, and picturing out the lofty Indian,
the heroic Magawisca, the generous youth, and the gentle mother. How
I revelled! Beside, I felt strengthened and elevated by the high tone
of moral sentiment contained in that work. It was the happiest week I
ever lived, infinitely surpassing all possible reality.
LINES
IN HUMBLE IMITATION OF AN INIMITABLE SCOTTISH POET.
I WOULD I were the slight fern growing
Beneath my Highland Mary's tread;
I would I were the green tree throwing
Its shadow o'er her gentle head:
I would I were a wild flower springing
Where my sweet Mary loves to rest,
That she might pluck me while she's singing,
And place me on her snowy breast!
I would I were in yonder heaven,
A silver star, whose soft dim light
Would rise to bless each summer even,
And watch my Mary all the night:
I would beneath those small white fingers
I were the lute her breath has fanned--
The plaintive lute, whose soft note lingers,
As loath to leave her fairy hand.
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