The Knickerbocker, Vol. 10, No. 5, November 1837Various
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The Knickerbocker, Vol. 10, No. 5, November 1837
Various
Periodicals
THE funeral was over, the cold wind was howling without, the sigh of
the mourners alone was heard, where a few days before all had been
cheerfulness and preparation for the happiest event of human life.
Paulina had lighted a single lamp, and placed it in the farther
part of the room, for there seemed something obtrusive even in the
cheerfulness of light. She was seated on a low chair beside the
old lady. The passiveness of grief was peculiarly unsuited to her
active and happy nature; and, as she sat as if she were paralyzed,
not even heeding the Colonel's favorite cat, who jumped into her
lap, and purred, and looked up for its accustomed caress, one could
hardly believe she was the same girl who was for ever on the wing,
laughing and singing from morning till night. Poor Loyd too, who
had so gently acquiesced in the evils of his lot, who had bent like
the reed before the winds of adversity, suffered now as those only
do who resist while they suffer. Perhaps it was not in human nature
not to mingle the disappointment of the lover with the grief of the
son, and, while he was weeping his loss, to ponder over some of his
father's last words. 'Of course, my children,' he had said, 'you will
dismiss all thoughts of marriage--for the present, I mean. It will be
all, I am afraid more, than you can do, Loyd, when the post-office
and the pension are gone, to get bread for your mother. If you marry,
you can't tell how many claims there may be upon you. But don't be
discouraged, my children; cast your care upon the Lord--something may
turn up--wait--blessed are they who wait in faith.'
Both promised to wait, and both, as they now revolved their promise,
religiously resolved to abide by it, cost what it might.
Their painful meditations were interrupted by a knock at the outer
door, and Loyd admitted Major Perrit, one of his neighbors, and one
of those everlasting meddlers in others' affairs, who, if a certain
proverb were literal, must have had as many fingers as Argus had eyes.
'I am sorry for your affliction, ma'am,' said he, shaking Mrs.
Barnard's extended hand, while a sort of simpering smile played about
his mouth, in spite of the appropriate solemnity he had endeavored to
assume; 'don't go out, Miss Paulina; what I have to communicate is
interesting to you, as well as to the widow and son of the deceased.'
'Some other time, Sir,' interposed Loyd, whose face did not conceal
how much he was annoyed by the officiousness and bustling manner of
his visitor.
'Excuse me, Loyd; I am older than you, and ought to be a little
wiser; we must take time by the fore-lock; others are up and doing;
why should we not be?'
Loyd now comprehended the Major's business, and, pained and somewhat
shocked, he turned away; but, remembering the intention was kind,
though the mode was coarse, he smothered his disgust, and forced
himself to say:
'We are obliged to you, Major Perrit, but I am not in a state of mind
to attend to any business this evening.'
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