“Oh, reverses of fortune!” interrupted Miss Daly, rapidly, “people think
much more about them than they merit; it is the world itself makes them
so difficult to bear; one can think and act as freely beneath the thatch
of a cabin as the gilded roof of a palace. It is the mock sympathy,
the affected condolence for your fallen estate, that tortures you; the
never-ending recurrence to what you once were, contrasted with what
you are; the cruelty of that friendship that is never content save when
reminding you of a station lost forever, and seeking to unfit you for
your humble path in the valley because your step was once proudly on the
mountain-top.”
“I will not concede all this,” said the Knight, mildly; “my fall has
been too recent not to remind me of many kindnesses.”
“I hate pity,” said Miss Daly; “it is like a recommendation to mercy
after the sentence of an unjust judge. Now tell me of Lionel.”
“A fine, high-spirited soldier, as little affected by his loss as though
it touched him not; and yet, poor boy! to all appearance a bright career
was about to open before him,--well received by the world, honored by
the personal notice of his Prince.”
“Ha! now I think of it, why did you not vote against the Minister?”
“It was on that evening,” said Darcy, sorrowfully,--“on that very
evening--I heard of Gleeson's flight.”
“Well,”--then suddenly correcting herself, and restraining the question
that almost trembled on her lip, she added, “And you were, doubtless,
too much shocked to appear in the House?”
“I was ill,” said Darcy, faintly; “indeed, I believe I can say with
truth, my own ruin preyed less upon my mind than the perfidy of one so
long confided in.”
“And they made this accidental illness the ground of a great attack
against your character, and sought to discover in your absence the
secret of your corruption. How basely minded men must be, when they will
invent not only actions, but motives to calumniate!” She paused, and
then muttered to herself, “I wish you had voted against that Bill.”
“It would have done little good,” said the Knight, answering her
soliloquy; “my vote could neither retard nor prevent the measure, and
as for myself, personally, I am proud enough to think I have given
sufficient guarantees by a long life of independent action, not to need
this crowning test of honesty. Now to matters nearer to us both: when
will you come and visit my wife and daughter? or shall I bring them here
to you?”
“No, no, not here. I am not ashamed of this place for myself, though I
should be so if they were once to see it.”
“But you feel less lonely,” said Darcy, in a gentle tone, as if
anticipating the reason of her choice of residence.
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