“I quite agree with you, mamma,” cried Helen, blushing as she spoke, for
she was suddenly recalled to herself.
“The more fortunate is the acquiescence, my dear,” said Lady Eleanor,
dryly, “since it seems perfectly instinctive. I find, Helen, you have
not been a very attentive listener, and as I conclude I must have been a
very unamusing companion, I'll even say good-night; nay, my sweet child,
it is late enough not to seek excuse for weariness--goodnight.”
Helen blushed deeply; dissimulation was a very difficult task to her,
and for a moment seemed more than her strength could bear. She had
resolved to place the letter in her mother's hands, when the thought
flashed across her, that if its contents might occasion any sudden or
severe shock, she would never forgive herself. This mental struggle,
brief as it was, brought the tears to her eyes,--an emotion Lady Eleanor
attributed to a different cause, as she said,--
“You do not suppose, my dearest Helen, that I am angry because your
thoughts took a pleasanter path than my owu.”
“Oh, no,-no!” cried Helen, eagerly, “I know you are not. It is my own--”
She stopped; another word would have revealed everything, and with an
affectionate embrace she hurried from the room.
“Poor child!” exclaimed her mother; “the courage that sustained us both
so long is beginning to fail her now; and yet I feel as if our trials
were but commencing.”
While Lady Eleanor dwelt on these sad thoughts, Helen sat beside her bed
weeping bitterly.
“How shall I bear up,” thought she, “if deprived of that confiding trust
a mother's love has ever supplied,--without one to counsel or direct
me?”
Half fearing to open the letter, lest all her resolves should be altered
by its contents, she remained a long time balancing one difficulty
against another. Wearied and undecided, she turned at last to the letter
itself, as if for advice. It was a strange hand, and addressed to “Miss
Daly.” With trembling fingers she unfolded the paper, and read the
writer's name,--“Richard Forester.”
[Illustration: 186]
A flood of grateful tears burst forth as she read the words; a sense
of relief from impending calamity stole over her mind, while she said,
“Thank God! my father and Lionel--” She could say no more, for sobbing
choked her utterance. The emotions, if violent, passed rapidly off; and
as she wiped away her tears, a smile of hope lit up her features. At any
other time she would have speculated long and carefully over the causes
which made Forester correspond with Miss Daly, and by what right she
herself should be intrusted with his letter. Now her thoughts were
hurried along too rapidly for reflection. The vague dread of misfortune,
so suddenly removed, suggested a sense of gratitude that thrilled
through her heart like joy. In such a frame of mind she read the
following lines:--
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