“I crave your pardon, Miss Darcy,” said he, in a low, submissive accent,
that told how heartfelt it was. “I most humbly ask you to forgive my
rudeness. The very fact that I had no claim to that interest should
have protected you from such a speech. But see what comes of kindness
to those who are little used to it; they get soon spoiled, and forget
themselves.”
“Lord Wall incourt will have to guard himself well against flattery, if
such humble attentions as ours disturb his judgment.”
“I will get out of the region of it,” said he, resolutely; “I will take
the Knight's advice. It is but a plunge, and all is over.”
“If I dare to say so, my Lord,” said Helen, archly, “this is scarcely
the spirit in which my father hoped his counsels would be accepted. His
chivalry on the score of a military life may be overstrained, but it has
no touch of that recklessness your Lordship seems to lend it.”
“And why should not this be the spirit in which I join the army?” said
he, passionately; “the career has not for me those fascinations which
others feel. Danger I like, for its stimulus, as other men like it; but
I would rather confront it when and where and how I please, than at the
dictate of a colonel and by the ritual of a despatch.”
“Rather be a letter of marque, in fact, than a ship-of-the-line,--more
credit to your Lordship's love of danger than discipline.”
Forester smiled, but not without anger, at the quiet persiflage of her
manner. It took him some seconds ere he could resume.
“I perceive,” said he, in a tone of deeper feeling, “that whatever my
resolves, to discuss them must be an impertinence, when they excite no
other emotion than ridicule--”
“Nay, my Lord,” interposed Helen, eagerly; “I beg you to forgive my
levity. Nothing was further from my thoughts than to hurt one to whom
we owe our deepest debt of gratitude. I can never forget you saved
my father's life; pray do not let me seem so base, to my heart, as to
undervalue this.”
“Oh, Miss Darcy,” said he, passionately, “it is I who need
forgiveness,--I, whose temper, rendered irritable by illness, suspect
reproach and sarcasm in every word of those who are kindest to me.”
“You are unjust to yourself,” said Helen, gently,--“unjust, because you
expect the same powers of mind and judgment that you enjoyed in health.
Think how much better you are than when you came here. Think what a few
days more may do. How changed--”
“Has Miss Darcy changed since last I met her?” asked he, in a tone that
sank into the very depth of her heart.
Helen tried to smile; but emotions of a sadder shade spread over her
pale features, as she said,--
“I hope so, my Lord; I trust that altered fortunes have not lost their
teaching. I fervently hope that sorrow and suffering have left something
behind them better than unavailing regrets and heart-repinings.”
“Oh, believe me,” cried Forester, passionately, “it is not of this
change I would speak. I dared to ask with reference to another feeling.”
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