“Be it so,” said Helen, trembling, as if nerving herself for a strong
and long-looked-for effort,-“be it so, my Lord, and is not my answer
wide enough for both? Would not any change, short of a dishonorable one,
make the decision I once came to a thousand times more necessary now?”
“Oh, Helen, these are cold and cruel words. Will you tell me that my
rank and station are to be like a curse upon my happiness?”
“I spoke of _our_ altered condition, my Lord. I spoke of the
impossibility of your Lordship recurring to a theme which the sight of
that thatched roof should have stifled. Nay, hear me out. It is not of
_you_ or _your_ motives that is here the question; it is of _me_ and
_my_ duties. They are there, my Lord,--they are with those whose hearts
have been twined round mine from infancy,--mine when the world went
well and proudly with us; doubly, trebly mine when affection can replace
fortune, and the sympathies' of the humblest home make up for all the
flatteries of the world. I have no reason to dwell longer on this to one
who knows those of whom I speak, and can value them too.”
“But is there no place in your heart, Helen, for other affections than
these; or is that place already occupied?”
“My Lord, you have borne my frankness so well, I must even submit to
yours with a good grace. Still, this is a question you have no right to
ask, or I to answer. I have told you that whatever doubt there might
be as to _your_ road in life, _mine_ offered no alternative. That ought
surely to be enough.”
“It shall be,” said Forester, with a low sigh, as, trembling in every
limb, he arose from the seat. “And yet, Helen,” said he, in a voice
barely above a whisper, “there might come a time when these duties, to
which you cling with such attachment, should be rendered less needful by
altered fortunes. I have heard that your father's prospects present more
of hope than heretofore, have I not? Think that if the Knight should be
restored to his own again, that then--”
“Nay,--it is scarcely worthy of your Lordship to exact a pledge which is
to hang upon a decision like this. A verdict may give back my father's
estate; it surely should not dispose of his daughter's hand?”
“I would exact nothing, Miss Darcy,” said Forester, stung by the tone of
this reply. “But I see you cannot feel for the difficulties which
beset him who has staked his all upon a cast. I asked, what might your
feelings be, were the circumstances which now surround you altered?”
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