“If it is a daughter, she must be named Emilie, like you. I wish it.
I ask it of you. There can be nothing more charming than these happy
repetitions of names.
“Do you see how I will gain by it? When I call an Emilie tenderly, two
will come to me. That sweet name, the only name which now exists for me,
will reach in two hearts at once.
“If it is a boy, would you wish to call it for me?
“And now, Emilie, we must not forget to put a little fence around the
lake and on the border of the river. Great God! if our child should--
“You see, Emilie, as I know your heart, this fear will not appear
exaggerated to you. It will not make you smile. No, no, but tears will
fill your eyes. Oh, is not that true? is it not? I know you so well!
“Is there an emotion of your heart to which I am a stranger? But
tell me, how have I deserved so much love? What have I done so good, so
great, that Heaven should recompense me thus?
“You know that I have always had religious sentiments.
“You know that you have often said that, if I did not know exactly the
feasts of the Church, I knew perfectly well the number of poor in the
neighbourhood. Now, I feel the need, not of a more ardent faith, for
I believe. Oh, I have so many reasons to believe,--to believe with
fervour. But I feel the need of a life more soberly religious,--more
serious.
“I owe all to God; paternity is such an imposing priesthood. Now
no action of our lives can be indifferent. Nothing belongs to us any
longer. We must not only look forward to our own future, but to that of
our child.
“You think, Emilie, that what you desire so much, that what you dared
not ask me, out of respect for the will of my father; you think that my
dismissal from the service is not a question.
“There is not now an hour, a minute of my life, which does not belong
to our child. If I have yielded to your entreaties with so much regret,
poor wife, because I desired to follow the last request of my father
faithfully, now it need be so no longer. Although our wealth is
considerable, we must neglect nothing now which can increase it.
“Heretofore we have trusted to agents the management of our affairs;
now I shall undertake them myself.
“That will be so much gained for our child. When the lease of our
farms near Lyons has expired, we ourselves will put our lands in good
condition.
“You know, my love, the dream of my life has been to lead the life of
a country gentleman in the midst of sweet and sacred family joys. Your
tastes, your character, your angelic virtues, fit you also for the
enjoyment of such peaceful pleasures and associations. What more can I
say, my Emilie, my blessed angel of God?
“I have just been interrupted. The lazaretto boat is leaving this
moment.
“I am in despair when I think of the long mortal month which still
separates me from the spot where I shall fall on my knees, and we shall
join our hands in thanking God for his gift.”
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