This artless letter, puerile perhaps in its detail, but which pictured
a happiness so profound, which spoke of hopes so radiant, was enclosed
in another letter, bearing this address, “To the Commander Pierre des
Anbiez,” and containing the following words, written in haste, and
with a weak and trembling hand:
_Second Letter_.
“December 13th, midnight.
“He believes me--read--read. I feel that I am about to die--read, that
his letter may be our torment here below, while we wait for that which
God reserves for us.
“Now, I am ashamed of you--of myself; we have been base--base like the
traitors we are.
“This infamous lie--never will I dare assert it before him--never will
I allow him to believe that this child--Ah, I am in an abyss of despair!
“Be accursed! Depart, depart!
“Never has my sin appeared more terrible to me than since this
execrable lie was made to impose upon his noble confidence in order to
shield ourselves.
“May Heaven protect this unfortunate child.
“Under what horrible auspices will it be born, if it is born, for I
feel now it must die before seeing the light--I can never survive the
agony I suffer. Yet my husband is coming,--never will I lie to him. What
shall I do?
“No, do not depart--my poor head wanders--at least--surely--you will not
abandon me--no, no, do not depart--come--come--
“Emilie.”
Pog, the Count de Montreuil, as the sequel will show, had never been
able, in discovering his wife’s guilt, to learn the name of the
unhappy woman’s seducer. Nor did he know that Erebus was the child of
this adulterous connection.
For a moment he was overwhelmed with conflicting emotions. Although such
a bitterness of resentment might seem puerile, after the lapse of so
many years, his rage reached its height when he saw this letter, written
by himself in the very intoxication of happiness, and full of those
confidences of the soul which a man dares pour out only in the heart
of a beloved wife, enclosed in one addressed to her seducer, when he
realised that it had been read, perhaps laughed at, by his enemy, the
Commander des Anbiez.
In his fury he could only think of the painful ridiculousness of his
attitude in the eyes of that man, as he spoke with so much freedom, so
much love, and so much idolatry, of a child which was not his, and of
this wife who had so basely deceived him.
The deepest, the most agonising, the most incurable wounds are those
which pain our heart and our self-love at the same time.
The very excess of his wrath, his burning thirst for vengeance, brought
Pog back, so to speak, to his religious sentiment. He saw the hand of
God in the strange chance which had thrown Erebus, the fruit of this
criminal love, in his pathway.
He thrilled with a cruel joy at the thought that this unfortunate child,
whose soul he had perverted, whom he had led in a way so fatal to all
purity and happiness, would, perhaps, carry desolation and death into
the Des Anbiez family.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account