Thus it was with Mary! She knew that the child of her affections
regarded those affections as vile and worthless weeds! She knew that
he was selfish, vain, and heartless! She knew that a single word from
that child whom she still adored--if conveyed to her persecutor in
the strong language of sincerity and earnestness--if borne, not by
a fawning courtier, but by one of those high spirits which Scotland
has found ever ready to her need--if enforced by threats of instant
war--would have broken her fetters in a moment, and conveyed her from
the dungeons of Fotheringay to the courts of Holyrood! All this she
knew, yet her heart would not know it! And when all Europe rang with
curses on the unnatural vacillation of that son; when every Scottish
heart, whatever might be its policy or its party, despised his abject
cringing; while Elizabeth herself, while she flattered his vanity,
and affected to honor and esteem his virtue, scoffed in her royal
privacy at the tool she designed to use in public--Mary alone, Mary,
the only sufferer and victim of his baseness, still clung to the idea
of his worth, still adored the child who was driving her out, as the
scape-goat of the Jews, to expiate the sins of himself and his people
by her own destruction! But it was not on James alone that her wayward
memory was fixed. At a time when any soul less dauntless, any spirit
less exalted, would have failed beneath its load of sorrows, Mary had a
fond regret, a tear of sorrow, a sigh of sincere gratitude, for every
gallant life that had devoted itself to ward from her that fate which
their united loyalty had availed only to defer, not to avert. Chastelar
passed before her, with his tones of sweetest melancholy, and that
unutterable love, which made him invoke blessings on her who had doomed
him to the block: and Darnley, as he had seemed in the few short hours
when he had been, when he had deserved to be, the idol of her heart:
and Bothwell, the eloquent, the glorious, but guilty Bothwell, her ruin
and her betrayer: and Douglas, the noble, hapless Douglas, he who had
riven the bolts of Loch Leven, and sent her forth to a short freedom
and worse captivity: Huntley, and Hamilton, and Seyton, and Kirkaldy,
the most formidable of her foes until he became the firmest of her
friends--all passed in sad review before the eyes of her entranced
imagination.
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