The Ladies of the White House; Or, in the Home of the Presidents: Being a Complete History of the Social and Domestic Lives of the Presidents from Washington to the Present Time—1789–1881Holloway, Laura C. (Laura Carter)
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The Ladies of the White House; Or, in the Home of the Presidents: Being a Complete History of the Social and Domestic Lives of the Presidents from Washington to the Present Time—1789–1881
Holloway, Laura C. (Laura Carter)
Presidents -- United States -- Biography; Presidents' spouses -- United States -- Biography
Mount Vernon was constantly thronged with visitors; and to the
“Correspondence of Washington,” which, during these last two years of
his life, are very voluminous, we are indebted for many items of public
and private interest. But a blow was in store for the contented wife
which none suspected. A cold, taken after a long ride about the farm,
produced fever and swelling of the throat, which, on the 14th of
December, 1799, resulted in the death of the deeply loved husband. A
wail of anguish went up from the nation as the direful news flew by each
hut and hamlet; but in that hallowed room, forever consecrated, the
bereaved woman who has lost her all sits calmly serene. She suspects
that he is dead, for the doctor and Mr. Lear are gazing at each other in
mute anguish; and rising from her low seat at the foot of his bed, she
sees the limbs are composed and the breath gone. O agony! what is there
so fearful to a clinging woman’s heart as to see the strong, loving arm
that enfolded her cold and stiff forever? The cover is straightened as
he fixed it, and his face is composed after the violent struggle; but
what is this appearance of triumph to the desolate wife, who gasps for
breath like one drowning as she totters to his side? Yet the sweet
expression calms her; perhaps she is thinking of how he would have her
do if his spirit could only speak. Whatever of inward peace receiving,
there is a determined effort at control perceptible, and she is saying,
“’Tis well; all is now over. I shall soon follow him. I have no more
trials to pass through.” One long look, as if her hungry soul was
obtaining food to feed on through all eternity, and she is assisted from
the room. How full of holy memories must that chamber of death have been
to her as she summoned courage to turn and drink in the last look! The
great fireside, with the smouldering embers dying into ashes gray, the
quaint old mantel, all covered with vials and appendages of a sick
apartment, their easy-chairs side by side, one deserted forever, and
upon the bed lay the form of her friend and companion. It was wrong to
let her stand there and suffer so, but her awe-stricken appearance
paralyzes the stoutest heart, and they only stand and wait. A pale,
haggard look succeeds the fierce intensity of her gaze, and she wraps
her shawl about her and turns forever from all she in that hour lost.
Another room receives her; another fire is built for her; and in the
endless watches of that black night she mastered the longings of her
heart, and never more crossed the threshold of that chamber of her loved
and lost. A sickening feeling of utter loneliness and desolation ushered
in the early morn of the first day of her widowhood, but her resolve was
made; and when her loved ones saw it pained her, they urged no more that
she should go back to the old apartment she had occupied all her married
life.
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