They had set a scene upon the stage, the garden scene of "Haddon Hall";
and weird and cold and melancholy was its aspect in this morning light.
To Evelyn it seemed as an emblem of those scenes of her girlhood which
she had forever quitted. The loneliness of her life, the pity of it,
the quenched fires of ambition--thoughts of these came to her one by
one and said "there is no longer hope in the world." Etta Romney, that
daughter of passion and the soul's unrest, love had killed her, and
never would she be reborn. There stood in her place an Evelyn who
believed herself to be utterly alone, forsaken of all, even of him who
had taught her the supreme lesson of her being. For her father she had
an abiding pity. The harvest he had reaped had been of his own sowing;
but her affection for him rose above any consideration of judgment and
she accused herself because she had left him in the hour of trial. For
the rest the dreadful story of the night remained her chief burden. To
whom should she tell it; who must be her confidant? Should she run
hysterically to the police, saying, "I believe that a crime has been
committed in an unknown house at Hampstead?" To whose profit! The two
men might have met in fair fight according to the custom of their
country. And would anyone be found in the house by even the cleverest
detective after those hours had passed! She knew not which would be
the prudent course. Her own despair spoke louder than any claim of
human justice.
The great Mr. Izard appeared at the theatre at eleven o 'clock. His
first cheery greeting to her ended abruptly when he perceived the state
of distress into which she had fallen ... her haggard eyes, her white
face, the restlessness of mood and quick changing attitudes which
betrayed her.
"Miss Romney!" he exclaimed aghast, "are you ill, my dear? ... Good
God! what has happened?"
"I cannot play to-day," she said.... "I am going to my home, Mr.
Izard, to my father. I shall never play in your theatre again. My
acting days are done."
He saw that she was really ill and would not trouble her with any of
the old arguments. His own carriage, he said, should take her to the
station. Her assurance that she would go down to Derbyshire alone
troubled him, for he was a big-hearted man, as most of his kind. When
Evelyn left him, she knew that she was leaving a friend ... and how few
friends has any man or woman among us! Perhaps the truth of this
helped her upon her long journey to Derbyshire. She was going to her
father, to him who had loved her ... she was going to him to tell him
every word of that story and to say to him, "Take me to Gavin, let us
go together and forget that another has ever come between us." All else
in the world, its rewards, its prizes, its teachings, seemed less to
her than this gospel of love now warming her heart to life and bidding
her look up. By it should peace come to him--to them both if Gavin
lived!
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