She was not Etta now, but knew herself by another name, the name of
Evelyn, which in this mood of repentance became her better, she
thought. True, she had been Etta when she appeared before the people
last night, the wild mad Etta, given to feverish dreams in her old
Derbyshire home and trying to realize them here amid the garish scenes
of London's dramatic life. But arrayed in the white garb of momentary
penitence, she was Evelyn, the good nun's pupil; the docile gentle
Evelyn awaiting the redemption of her father's promise that the gates
of the world should not be shut forever upon her youth, but should open
some day to the galleries of a young girl's pleasure. It was the Etta
in her which made her impatient and unable to await the appointed time;
the Etta which broke out in this mad escapade, ever trembling upon the
brink of discovery and fearful in its possibilities of reproach and
remorse. But the Evelyn reckoned up the consequences and was afraid of
them.
She could not sleep again although it was then but six o'clock of the
morning, and she lay for more than an hour listening to those growing
sounds which are the overture of a London day. Workmen discussing
politics, amiably, if in strident tones, went by with heavy tread upon
their way to shop or factory. Milk carts appeared with their far from
musical accompaniment of doleful cries and rattling cans. An amorous
policeman conducted flirtations dexterously with various cooks, and
passed thence with sad step. Then came the postman with his cheery
rat-tat at nearly every house; the newsboy with the welcome cry of
"piper"; the first of the cabs, the market carts, the railway vans,
each contributing something to that voice of tumult without which the
metropolis would seem to be a dead city.
Etta sat up in her bed once more when she heard the newsboy in the
square. The papers! Was it possible that they would tell the public
all about last night's performance; that her name would figure in them;
that she would be praised or blamed according to the critics' judgment?
The thought made her heart beat. She had been warned by that great
man, Mr. Charles Izard, not to pay too much attention to what the
papers said; but how could she help doing so? A woman is rarely as
vain as a man, but in curiosity she far surpasses him. Etta was just
dying of curiosity to read what the critics said about her when old
Mrs. Wegg, her landlady, appeared with her morning tea; and this good
dame she implored to bring up the newspapers at once.
"I can't wait a minute, Mrs. Wegg," she said, for, of course, the old
lady knew that she was a "theatrical." "Do please send Emma up at
once--it's absolute torture."
The excellent Mrs. Wegg, who had her own ideas of newspaper reading,
expressed her sympathy in motherly language:
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