The lady's mile : $b a novelBraddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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The lady's mile : $b a novel
Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
English fiction -- 19th century
She paused, and a vivid blush stole over her thoughtful face--not the
crimson glow of indignation, but the warm brightness which reflects
the roseate hue of a happy thought. Did he not care for her? That
phrase about "caring for her" is the modest euphemism in which a woman
disguises the bold word "love." Was he really so indifferent? Her
protest to Mrs. MacClaverhouse had contained no syllable of untruth or
prevarication. In all their intercourse, throughout all that cousinly
intimacy which had been so sweet a friendship, Hector Gordon had not
uttered a word which the vainest or most conscious coquette could
construe into a confession of any thing warmer than friendship.
"Ah! yet--and yet--and yet!" as Owen Meredith says, there had been
something--yes, surely something! no spoken word, no license of glance,
no daring pressure of a yielding hand--something fifty times less
palpable, and yet a hundred times sweeter than any of these--a lowering
of the voice--a tender tremulous tone now and then, a dreamy softness
in the dark-blue eyes--a silence more eloquent than words--a sudden
break in a sentence, that had a deeper meaning than a hundred sentences.
"Poor auntie!" thought Lady Cecil, "it was silly of me to be so angry
with her; for, after all, I think he does care for me--a little."
Did she think of the contractor's wealth, or remember how high above
poverty and dependence she would be lifted by a marriage with Hector
Gordon? Did any vision of the corner house in Hyde-Park Gardens, the
noble windows overlooking the woods and waters of Kensington, the
elegant equipage and thoroughbred horses, arise before her side by side
with the image of the young soldier? No. Through that most terrible
of ordeals the furnace of genteel poverty--Lady Cecil had passed
unscathed. When the remembrance of Hector Gordon's position flashed
upon her presently, all her pride rose in arms against her weakness.
"I would die rather than he should know that I care for him," she
thought. "He might think me one of those calculating mercenary girls
one reads of."
Thus it was that, when Lady Cecil took her seat in the carriage that
day, there was an air of restraint, a cold reserve in her manner, that
Hector Gordon had never seen before.
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