And I hope I was man enough to understand without either offence or
thinking too much of the confidence thus given to me. I perceived that I
was a sort of forlorn hope; that I was like a rope thrown out to a
drowning man; all the more prized because I was not of them--perhaps
because I would disappear--my use being served--and be seen no more. But
this was not--oh, surely not--what she meant! She was not a woman to
throw anyone over who had served her. We walked up and down the side of
the water, which every moment grew more and more into a blazing mirror,
a burnished shield decked with every imaginable colour, though our minds
had no room for its beauty, and it only touched my eyesight in coming
and going. There she told me much about Colin, which I had not known or
guessed--about his inclinations and tastes, which were not like any of
the others, and how his friends and his ways were unknown to them. “But
we have always hoped this would pass away,” she said, “for his heart is
good; oh, his heart is good! You remember how kind he was to me when we
met you first? He is always kind.” Thus we walked and talked until I
had seen a new side at once of her character and life. The home had
seemed to me so happy and free from care; but the dark shadow was there
as everywhere, and her heart often wrung with suspense and anguish. We
then returned slowly towards the house, still absorbed in this
conversation, for it was time that I should go in and eat my last meal
at Ellermore.
We had come within sight of the door, which stood open as always, when
we suddenly caught sight of Mr. Campbell posting towards us with a wild
haste, so unlike his usual circumspect walk that I was startled. His
feet seemed to twist as they sped along, in such haste was he. His hat
was pushed back on his head, his coat-tails flying behind
him--precipitate, like a man pursued, or in one of those panics which
take away breath and sense, or, still more perhaps, as if a strong wind
were behind him, blowing him on. When he came within speech of us, he
called out hurriedly, “Come here! come here, both of you!” and turning,
hastened back with the same breathless hurry, beckoning with his hand.
“He must have heard something more,” Charlotte said, and rushed after
him. I followed a few steps behind. Mr. Campbell said nothing to his
daughter when she made up to him. He almost pushed her off when she put
her hand through his arm. He had no leisure even for sympathy. He
hurried along with feet that stumbled in sheer haste till he came to the
Lady’s Walk, which lay in the level sunshine, a path of gold between the
great boles of the trees. It was a slight ascent, which tried him still
more. He went a few yards along the path, then stopped and looked round
upon her and me, with his hand raised to call our attention. His face
was perfectly colourless. Alarm and dismay were written on every line of
it. Large drops of perspiration stood upon his forehead. He seemed to
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