“deep-delved” bed of utter silence and quiet, I thought I saw her
standing by the edge of it, wringing her hands. The sound of a stifled
sob from Charley called my attention away for a moment, and when I
looked again she was gone. The face--the gesture was like Charlotte. It
is impossible for me to describe the mingled tenderness and terror with
which I perceived this--as if it might have been Charlotte herself in
the spirit who had come forth in sheer longing to her brother’s grave.
“Did you see that lady?” I asked Charley, as we went home.
“What lady?” he said fretfully. He was irritable with grief, and misery,
and shame; for he had never been able to get over this accessory of the
terrible family misfortune, and his mind, poor fellow, was distracted
with thinking what to do, and how to manage the complicated business
which had come into his hands. Then he begged my pardon piteously. “I
don’t know what I’m doing. To think yon was Colin, and that’s all over
with him--him that had more head than us all put together; and if he had
only held his hand might have put all right. I would have set my
strength to his,” cried the young fellow, unable to restrain himself,
“shoulder to shoulder; and we would have redeemed everything.” Then,
after a pause, during which he turned away his head to dash off the hot,
quick gathering tears, “Did you say there was a lady? I took no notice.
It would be his wife.”
I did not say anything more; but I knew very well it was not Colin’s
wife. Who was it? or was it nothing more than a delusion, the offspring
of my own overwrought and excited brain?
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