With this there came the familiar movement, the wringing of the hands,
which was like Charlotte, and she seemed to weep; but before I could say
anything (and what could I have said?) she said again mournfully, “I
must not speak to them; but you wish them well, and you may help if you
will--if you will--now, again, again!”
“How can I help?” I cried. “Tell me, Lady, whoever you are; I will do
it. I will do it--but how can I do it? I have no power. Tell me”--
I put out my hand to touch her dress, but it melted out of my hold. “You
may help if you will--if you will,” she seemed to say, with a breathless
faintness, as if of haste; and already her voice was farther off,
breathing away.
“What can I do?” I cried. So much had I forgot the old terror that I put
myself in her path, stopping the way. “Tell me how, how! Tell me, for
God’s sake, and because of Charlotte.”
The shadowy figure seemed to retreat before me. It seemed to fade, then
reappeared, then dissolved altogether into the white dimness, while the
voice floated away, still saying, as in a sigh, “If you will, if you
will.” I could hear no more. I went after this sighing voice to the end
of the walk. It seemed to me that I was pursuing her, determined to
understand, and that she softly fled; the footsteps hurrying, becoming
almost inaudible as they flew before me. I went on hotly, not knowing
what I did, determined only to know what it was; to get an explanation,
by what means I did not care. Suddenly, before I knew, I found my steps
stumbling down the slope at the farther end, and the pale water alive
with all the dimplings of the rain appearing at my very feet. The steps
sank upon the loch side, and ceased with a thrill like the acutest sound
in a silence more absolute than any I have heard in nature. I stood
gasping, with my foot touching the edge of the water; it was all I could
do to arrest myself there.
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