“You could choose of the noblest in the land, and bring to any more
honour than you received. If you have elected to misconstrue me of
late, and to indirectly enlighten me as to your sense of my
presumption, it was quite within your province, as a lady of high
position, to do so.”
“Ah! I feel the sting behind your words of honey. Mr. Tuke”--her voice
fell caressing as that of a remonstrant sister--“I will not pretend to
misinterpret your attitude towards me. May I be simply frank with you?
There is a proverb about flogging a willing horse. I own I have done
that of late--that I have certified myself a consistent member of my
sex. Is not that candour itself? Well, would you know what hath
inspired me? ’Twas recalling the fate of that unhappy Mrs. Kauffmann.”
He laughed slightly.
“It understand the inference. My tongue is tied; but I can assure you
I have never engaged in any service but my own.”
She did not answer; but her expression had gathered some coldness of
reserve. His was enigmatical, as he continued:
“Am I justified in assuming that, satisfied on this point, you would
at least offer no obstacle to my most respectful suit?”
“That is taking me at a disadvantage,” she said, with a winning smile.
“No woman lends herself to a bargain where she hath to give credit.”
He bowed again. He could not but be conscious that this atmosphere of
rigid politeness seemed ludicrously out of place in an avowal of so
particular a kind; and that his declaration and its reception sounded
rather in the nature of a passage of arms. He knew he had come, of set
purpose, to seek in legitimate attachment a foil to passion. He was
not so sure his heart joined in the quest, or that he had not
privately courted the dismissal he professed to deprecate.
Perhaps Miss Royston entertained a like doubt. Though it would not
have affected her attitude, she would have preferred, and had indeed
looked to, more ardent means to a similar end. For what, otherwise,
had she practised those late arts of coquetry? She had pictured her
suitor, according to her judgment of him, storming the bastions of her
pride; warm, palpitating, entreating--a demi-god revealing himself in
a cloud of passion. And here he was addressing her with no more
emotion than he might have shown in asking her interest to get an old
woman into a hospital.
She was disappointed in him, and immediately inclined to suspicions.
Had she--perish the humiliating thought!--a rival? And then supposing,
after she had successfully weaned his regard for her, he should turn
out to be a lord of Burleigh?
Well, she must fight to be consistent--though her breast was hot with
indignation. But she could have boxed his ears, as he said, in the
tone of a man condemned by his doctor to arrowroot and
barley-water--“I must live on hope.”
CHAPTER XXIX.
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