Mr. Tuke, as a result of his grudging sop to respectability, had
brought about nothing more definite than some unprofitable
temporizing. No doubt this served him well right, and was a lesson to
him to be more particular for the future in his dealings with his own
conscience. For that same usurer will think nothing of charging a
hundred per cent. on the least little matter of “accommodation.”
To choose the lesser of two advantages is thought a virtue by some;
but then to be held kicking one’s heels between them both becomes a
grievous injustice. This hardship our friend thought himself to
suffer, and was very morose and discontented in consequence.
Does any one think meanly of this gentleman that he could fly for
comfort of a legitimate suit gone awry to a humbler breast than it was
his temptation to use and bruise? I can only offer the defence that
pure-hearted Betty thought none the less of him for doing so, and that
to no sweeter Mentor could any foundering soul submit its ethological
perplexities. For the question of “taste”--let _him_ decide who is the
best authority on the right cut of a coat. But passion, I believe, is
not grounded on any conventional knowledge of what is fitting.
Now, for some weeks, the master of “Delsrop” led a very solitary and
rather crabbed life. Debarred, by the simplest honour, from going
whither his heart would have conducted him, he yet resented the
necessity of a self-denial that would probably in the end prove itself
futile. Miss Royston might, he had some ground for believing, favour
his suit eventually, could he submit to her his sufficient
credentials. Yet, though he had committed himself to a rather negative
declaration; though he perceived his most honest and most reasonable
course would be to set himself right in that lady’s eyes; though he
felt no umbrage at her caution, which was certainly under the
circumstances justifiable, he could not altogether whip himself away
from the temptation to solve the problem of an explanation by--doing
nothing at all.
He succeeded in at least scotching that snake. But he dared not let
his thoughts run on Betty, or on the sweetness and innocence that, to
the beast in man, are such lures to brutality. It is only when the
blood runs aged that we can look on any extreme beauty of nature
without wishing to obscure it, so unbearable to our diseased
perceptions is the flawless.
At length he made up his mind to the right course. Christmas was over
and done with--a somewhat dismal hermit-time to him--and early in the
new year Blythewood and his sister were to journey to London. He would
ride with them; would spend a few days in town, and while there, would
endeavour to induce the lawyer Creel to some explanation of that
enigma of his inheritance. Surely, with such an object in view as a
union with a lady of a certain rank and position, he would not be
refused those credentials he desired.
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