The Land of Darkness: Along with Some Further Chapters in the Experiences of the Little Pilgrim — John Shaqi
The Land of Darkness: Along with Some Further Chapters in the Experiences of the Little PilgrimOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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The Land of Darkness: Along with Some Further Chapters in the Experiences of the Little Pilgrim
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Future life -- Fiction; Purgatory -- Fiction
When I came to myself, it seemed to me that there was a change in the
atmosphere and the light. It was less lurid, paler, gray, more like
twilight than the stormy afternoon of the other city. A certain dead
serenity was in the sky--a black paleness, whiteness, everything faint
in it. This town was walled, but the gates stood open, and I saw no
defences of troops or other guardians. I found myself lying across the
threshold, but pushed to one side, so that the carriages which went and
came should not be stopped or I injured by their passage. It seemed to
me that there was some thoughtfulness and kindness in this action, and
my heart sprang up in a reaction of hope. I looked back as if upon a
nightmare on the dreadful city which I had left, on its tumults and
noise, the wild racket of the streets, the wounded wretches who sought
refuge in the corners, the strife and misery that were abroad, and,
climax of all, the horrible entertainment which had been going on in the
square, the unhappy being strapped upon the table. How, I said to
myself, could such things be? Was it a dream? was it a nightmare? was it
something presented to me in a vision--a strong delusion to make me
think that the old fables which had been told concerning the end of
mortal life were true? When I looked back it appeared like an allegory,
so that I might have seen it in a dream; and still more like an allegory
were the gold-mines in the valley, and the myriads who laboured there.
Was it all true? or only a reflection from the old life, mingling with
the strange novelties which would most likely elude understanding, on
the entrance into this new? I sat within the shelter of the gateway, on
my awakening, and thought over all this. My heart was quite
calm--almost, in the revulsion from the terrors I had been through,
happy. I persuaded myself that I was but now beginning; that there had
been no reality in these latter experiences, only a curious succession
of nightmares, such as might so well be supposed to follow a wonderful
transformation like that which must take place between our mortal life
and--the world to come. The world to come! I paused and thought of it
all, until the heart began to beat loud in my breast. What was this,
where I lay? Another world; a world which was not happiness, not bliss?
Oh no--perhaps there was no world of bliss save in dreams. This, on the
other hand, I said to myself, was not misery: for was not I seated here,
with a certain tremulousness about me, it was true, after all the
experiences which, supposing them even to have been but dreams, I had
come through,--a tremulousness very comprehensible, and not at all
without hope?
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