The Land of Darkness: Along with Some Further Chapters in the Experiences of the Little PilgrimOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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The Land of Darkness: Along with Some Further Chapters in the Experiences of the Little Pilgrim
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Future life -- Fiction; Purgatory -- Fiction
consciousness altogether, being almost torn to pieces by the multitude.
While this lasted, it seemed to me that I had a dream. I felt the blows
raining down upon me, and my body struggling upon the ground; and yet it
seemed to me that I was lying outside upon the ground, and above me the
pale sky which never brightened at the touch of the sun. And I thought
that dull, persistent cloud wavered and broke for an instant, and that I
saw behind a glimpse of that blue which is heaven when we are on the
earth--the blue sky--which is nowhere to be seen but in the mortal life;
which is heaven enough, which is delight enough, for those who can look
up to it, and feel themselves in the land of hope. It might be but a
dream: in this strange world who could tell what was vision and what was
true?
The next thing I remember was, that I found myself lying on the floor of
a great room full of people, with every kind of disease and deformity,
some pale with sickness, some with fresh wounds, the lame, and the
maimed, and the miserable. They lay round me in every attitude of pain,
many with sores, some bleeding, with broken limbs, but all struggling,
some on hands and knees, dragging themselves up from the ground to stare
at me. They roused in my mind a loathing and sense of disgust which it
is impossible to express. I could scarcely tolerate the thought that
I--I! should be forced to remain a moment in this lazar-house. The
feeling with which I had regarded the miserable creature who shared the
corner of the wall with me, and who had cursed me for being sorry for
him, had altogether gone out of my mind. I called out, to whom I know
not, adjuring some one to open the door and set me free; but my cry was
answered only by a shout from my companions in trouble. ‘Who do you
think will let you out?’ ‘Who is going to help you more than the rest.’
My whole body was racked with pain; I could not move from the floor, on
which I lay. I had to put up with the stares of the curious, and the
mockeries and remarks on me of whoever chose to criticise. Among them
was the lame man whom I had seen thrust in by the two officers who had
taken me from the gate. He was the first to gibe. ‘But for him they
would never have seen me,’ he said. ‘I should have been well by this
time in the fresh air.’--‘It is his turn now,’ said another. I turned my
head as well as I could and spoke to them all.
‘I am a stranger here,’ I cried. ‘They have made my brain burn with
their experiments. Will nobody help me? It is no fault of mine, it is
their fault. If I am to be left here uncared for, I shall die.’
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