The Land of Darkness: Along with Some Further Chapters in the Experiences of the Little PilgrimOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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The Land of Darkness: Along with Some Further Chapters in the Experiences of the Little Pilgrim
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Future life -- Fiction; Purgatory -- Fiction
It happened to them suddenly to perceive in their way a man returning
home. These are words that are sweet to all who have lived upon the
earth and known its ways; but far, far were they from that meaning which
is sweet. The dark hours had passed, and men had slept, and the night
was over. The sun was rising in the sky, which was keen and clear with
the pleasure of the morning. The air was fresh with the dew, and the
birds awaking in the trees, and the breeze so sweet that it seemed to
blow from heaven; and to the two travellers it seemed almost in the joy
of the new day as if the Lord had already come. But here was one who
proved that it was not so. He had not slept all the night, nor had night
been silent to him nor dark, but full of glaring light and noise and
riot; his eyes were red with fever and weariness, and his soul was sick
within him, and the morning looked him in the face and upbraided him as
a sister might have upbraided him, who loved him; and he said in his
heart, as One had said of old, that all was vanity--that it was vain to
live, and evil to have been born--that the day of death was better than
the day of birth, and all was delusion, and love but a word, and life a
lie. His footsteps on the road seemed to sound all through the sleeping
world, and when he looked the morning in the face he was ashamed and
cursed the light. The two went after him into a silent house, where
everybody slept. The light that had burned for him all night was sick
like a guilty thing in the eye of day, and all that had been prepared
for his repose was ghastly to him in the hour of awaking as if prepared
not for sleep but for death. His heart was sick like the watch-light,
and life flickered within him with disgust and disappointment. For why
had he been born, if this were all?--for all was vanity. The night and
the day had been passed in pleasure, and it was vanity; and now his soul
loathed his pleasures, yet he knew that was vanity too, and that next
day he would resume them as before. All was vain--the morning and the
evening, and the spirit of man and the ways of human life. He looked
himself in the face and loathed this dream of existence, and knew that
it was naught. So much as it had cost to be born, to be fed, and
guarded, and taught, and cared for, and all for this! He said to himself
that it was better to die than to live, and never to have been than to
be.
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