“It amounts to quite a lot with me,” I responded. “I’m not going to
Benton if I can help it. I’ll fool that red-whiskered bully yet.”
“Don’t let him catch yuh at it, kid,” Bilk observed. “He’ll give yuh
worse’n ten days’ steam-boatin’ if yuh mix with him.”
But I did go to Benton, in spite of my intention to the contrary. The
_Moon_, as Bilk had told me, was a through freight, a fast boat,
passengers and cargo billed direct to the head of navigation, and
carrying mail for but one or two places between. Towns along the
Missouri were few and far apart those days, once north of Sioux City,
and for none did the _Moon_ slow up. Wood-slips were her only landing;
since food for the hungry monster that droned in the bowels of the ship
was a prime necessity. For the next three days Tupper, and Bailey, the
second mate, gave me no chance to quit my involuntary servitude. Their
fists I avoided by submission. When we had progressed that far up-river
I ceased to look for opportunity to take French leave, reasoning that I
would have more trouble retracing my steps through that thinly settled
land than if I stuck to the _Moon_ and made the round trip; besides
this, my anger at the dirty treatment had settled to cold malevolence. I
wanted to stay with the _Moon_, to be forced to stay with her—for I had
promised to make the captain and the mate dance to sad music once we
tied to a St. Louis dock and I could get the ear of my guardian. That
prospect was my only joy for many dolorous days.
Meantime I unwillingly carried wood, slushed decks, and performed such
other tasks as were gruffly allotted me; always under a protest which I
dared not voice. I suppose one would eventually become accustomed to
being cursed every time one turned around, but it never failed to set me
plotting reprisals; I can easily understand the psychology of a
mutineer, I think. Once or twice I had it in mind to make some sort of
appeal to one of the passengers—a prosperous-looking individual who,
Bilk informed me, was a St. Louis fur merchant, and whom I thought might
possibly know my father. But the sleek one transfixed me with such a
palpably contemptuous air when I was in the act of approaching him that
I hadn’t the heart to face a rebuff. A sternwheel deckhand is not an
attractive person, as a rule, and I suppose I looked the part,
aggravated considerably by my discolored optic and bruised face. My
failure to get speech with one of the elect, and being scowled at as if
I were a mangy dog into the bargain, didn’t tend to make me feel kindly
toward the well-fed, well-clothed mortals who lounged on the after deck
smoking Havana cigars. Of the hide man I took particular note, hoping to
meet him some time in the future, when I’d settled with Tupper, Speer
_et al_, and tell him what a damned snob he was. There was a woman or
two aboard, but they stuck to their cabins and concerned me not—until a
day when I was fool enough to show a trace of the soreness that always
bubbled within.
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