It would be an easier hurdle if he had been born anywhere except on
Beta. In the rest of the Brotherhood, the color of a man’s skin, the
shape of his face, the quality and color of his hair and eyes made no
difference. All men were brothers. But on Beta, where a variant-G sun
had already caused genetic divergence, the brotherhood of man was a term
that was merely given lip service. Betans were different and from birth
they were taught to accept the difference and to live with it. Mixing of
Betan stock with other human species, while not actually forbidden, was
so encircled with conditioning that it was a rare Betan indeed who would
risk self-opprobrium and the contempt of his fellows to mate with an
outsider. And as for humanoids--Kennon shuddered. He couldn’t break the
attitudes of a lifetime. Yet he loved Copper.
And she knew he did!
And that was an even greater horror. He had fled from the office, from
the glad light in her eyes, as a burned child flees fire. He needed time
to think, time to plan. Yet his body and his surface thoughts wanted no
plans or time. Living with a Lani wasn’t frowned upon on Flora. Many of
the staff did, nor did anyone seem to think less of them for doing
so. Even Alexander himself had half-confessed to a more than platonic
affection for a Lani called Susy.
Yet this was no excuse, nor would it silence the cold still voice in his
mind that kept repeating sodomite--sodomite--sodomite with a passionless
inflection that was even more terrible than anger.
The five kilometers to Station One disappeared unnoticed beneath his
feet as he walked, and he looked up in surprise to see the white walls
and red roofs of the station looming before him.
“Good Lord! Doc! What’s got into you?” the stationmaster said. “You
look like you’d seen a ghost. And out in this sun without a helmet! Come
inside, man, before you get sunstroke!”
Kennon chuckled without humor. “Getting sunstroke is the least of my
worries, Al,” he said, but he allowed Al Crothers to usher him inside.
“It’s odd that you showed up right now,” Al said, his dark face showing
the curiosity that filled him. “I just had a call from Message Center
not five minutes ago, telling me to have you call in if you showed up.”
Kennon sighed. “On this island you can’t get away from the phone,” he
said wryly. “O.K., where is it?”
“You look pretty bushed, Doc. Maybe you’d better rest awhile.”
“And maybe it’s an emergency,” Kennon interrupted. “And probably it is
because the staff can handle routine matters--so maybe you’d better show
me where you keep the phone.”
* * *
“One moment please,” the Message Center operator said. There were a few
clicks in the background. “Here’s your party,” she continued. “Go ahead,
Doctor.”
“Kennon?” a nervous voice crackled from the receiver.
“Yes?”
“You’re needed out on Otpen One.”
“Who is calling--and what’s the rush?”
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