But though the course was eminently more beneficial to him and his
endangered journalistic prospects than bootless brooding would have
been, it was a sorry week for him. Moreover, it was an interminably long
one. He would not have believed that such a week, filled with a restless
whirl of work, could have passed so slowly. Conflicting emotions
disquieted him, played pranks with an appetite for meals ordinarily as
reliably fixed as sea tides, filled his days with a wan restlessness and
troubled his sleep. For Micky, though the soft impeachment would have
probably won from him a picturesque denial, was in love, and misery is a
privilege of lovers.
He watched the mails and the postman. The latter never stopped and Micky
anathematized him in his heart, also a privilege of lovers whenever
thorns and nettles spring up in Arcady. It is curious, this universal
mental arraignment of the postman for the non-delivery of matter never
sent. Why, in all reason, should he be forced to figure as a buffer? Yet
he is, and the rancor against him felt by the disappointed is all the
more bitter because of the absolute necessity for its repression. One
would acquire only merited ridicule and punishment for thrashing the
postman, though one would often like to. One may only glare, and, if the
postman notices it, he doesn't mind. He has grown cynical in service. So
to revert, as the days passed so also did the postman; and Micky, while
feeling quite murderous, simply glared.
Why didn't she write, and again, why should she? Micky writhed upon the
twin horns of his dilemma. If she wrote, what in reason could she write
except a definite sentence of banishment? If she did not write, what
could the implied message naturally mean but the same? Oh, of course, he
was out of it anyway. But in that case, what of Ryan? Was it possible
that Ryan was considered preferable to him? When that query introduced
itself Micky usually swore. Altogether it was a hard week.
On one thing, however, he was determined. The matter should be settled,
once for all, on his next night off. Perhaps Terence had been indiscreet
and revealed the secret of his previous fruitless call. Maisie might
expect him on the following Friday night and be away. Well, he would fix
that. So he arranged for Thursday night. A little cunning might insure
at least an audience.
Behold him, then, on the fateful evening at the Muldoons' door,
heroically despairing. A soft glow shone through the curtained parlor
windows. Within he heard the soft chords of her little organ. She might
have company, Ryan perhaps. O'Byrn clenched his teeth and rang the bell.
The organ was suddenly silent. To the boy waiting outside, the
succeeding moment of suspense was filled with a tumult of loud heart
beats, with strange throbbings at the temples. Then the door slowly
opened. "Who is there?" asked a voice.
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