It was the beginning of autumn, and he did not need, while sleeping,
much, if any more covering. There was a rug on a chair hard by. He
would just take off his boots, draw that rug over him, and go to
sleep.
Lavirotte rose carefully from the couch, took off his boots, stretched
out his arm, and seized the rug, shook the dust out of it, and drawing
it up under his chin, sank back again upon the couch and was soon
asleep.
For a while he slept so soundly, so softly, one might have supposed he
was dead. He did not move a muscle, and his breathing was so quiet it
could not be heard by anyone standing near.
The hours went by, and still he slept calmly, dreamlessly. Towards
dawn he turned slightly on his left side, and then, as though by
magic, the vacant spaces of unconscious sleep became filled with
images, at first confused and incoherent, with no more rational
dependence upon one another than the inarticulate sounds produced by a
deaf mute and organised arbitrary speech.
First he was conscious of great peril, which threatened him, he knew
not from where. It was an old enemy, someone he had once wronged,
someone who had promised him forgiveness, and now withdrew that
promise. Was it a man or a nation, or some great law of nature, or
some element of the supernatural that he had once outraged and that
now threatened him, that now assailed him with fears, choked full of
horror? Choked--choked--choked full of horrors.
No, not choked full of horrors. Full of choking horrors. Full of
deprivation of breath. Full of rigidity of lung. Full of the smell of
stifling brass and unutterable pains of sulphureous obstruction.
This was better. This was an open prairie, and he, weary-limbed and
sodden with fatigue, having accomplished innumerable miles of travel,
had innumerable miles of travel still to accomplish through the rank,
tall, tangled grass that pressed against his steps, up to his knees,
and held back his feet as a shallow rapid might hold back the feet of
one standing in it. Overhead the sky was blue and pitiless; without a
cloud, without the faintest promise of rain, which would refresh and
cheer him. The grass at his feet was too bright for wholesomeness and
hurt his eyes, as the sun above his head was too bright for
wholesomeness and hurt his head, his neck, his back, seemed to parch
and dry up the very essence of his spirits.
It would be better if he could lie down; for, although the grass was
too green with light, it was softer than this toil forward, and it
would soothe the fiery heat of his muscles to stretch in delicious
ease, even under that fierce sun.
But he was powerless to do his will. He was powerless even to bend his
back; he was powerless to bend to one side or the other. In no way
could he alter the strain on the muscles of his legs. They burned him
as though they were of red-hot steel; and yet onward and onward he
must go, supported and projected by them.
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