"I am _sure_ the best thing you can do, under the circumstances, is to
come back here as quickly as ever you can. Do not lose a moment. I am
altogether thinking of you, and not of the desire either of us has to
see you. To show you I am in earnest in this, if you tell me you will
come, I will promise never to go near you until you give me leave. It
is the commonest of commonplaces, but it is one of the truest, that
hard work is the best way of occupying time, when time is bitter or
heavy. My dear Lavirotte, come back and plunge headlong into work. We
will not trouble you. When you wish to see us you know where to find
us. I will not now say any more, except what you well know already,
that our hearts are, and always will be, with you.
"Yours as ever,
"Eugene O'Donnell."
When Lavirotte finished reading this letter he fell into a long
reverie. With head depressed and slow steps, he passed down Cheapside,
Newgate Street, and over the Viaduct. A couple of hours ago it seemed
to him his mind was made up beyond the possibility of change. And now
he was not thinking of change. He was not thinking at all, but
allowing to drift slowly across his imagination a long panorama of
that future which he had resolved to abandon.
He saw once more the life at Milan, the life he had been leading, the
life Eugene would continue to lead for a while longer. He saw the
moment when Eugene would finally take leave of that city and come
northward, perfected in his art.
He saw Eugene's arrival in London, with such good words for heralds as
made him sought after in his profession. He saw obsequious managers
with Eugene, flattering him, coaxing him, pressing him to accept
splendid engagements. He saw the admiring faces at the private trial
of Eugene's voice. He saw the smiles of delight, the hands that
applauded. He saw the flush of triumph upon Eugene's face, Eugene's
bows of acknowledgment. And behind all, he saw Nellie.
He saw her radiant, transfigured, divine, sitting apart, isolated from
all by the exquisite delicacy of her beauty, the exquisite delicacy of
her love, the exquisite delicacy of her spirit. He saw the glance that
shot from Eugene's faithful eyes to hers. He saw that in that room,
that hall, the only thought between these two people was the thought
of their love, the high and holy love of perfect faith, in which there
is no more room for desire in the heart, in which the two spirits are
not one in essence, but one in form, wherein neither exists apart, and
each is complementary to the other.
He saw these two married lovers had no need for words. They were with
each other. That was enough. Each of them knew what this meant, how
much it meant, down to the utmost limit of their joint happiness.
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