The Last Days of TolstoyChertkov, V. G. (Vladimir Grigorevich)
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The Last Days of Tolstoy
Chertkov, V. G. (Vladimir Grigorevich)
Tolstoy, Leo, graf, 1828-1910
Striving to work out in himself a patient and loving attitude to the
erring, beginning with those who were nearest to him, Leo
Nikolaevitch from the earliest days of his domestic ordeal applied
all his spiritual forces to avoiding giving way to his spiritual
sufferings and throwing the blame for them either on people or on
external circumstances. And this consciousness was continually
strengthened and confirmed in him, helping him to bestow less and
less pity on himself and more and more pity on those at whose hands
he suffered. At first, as we have seen, such resignation to destiny
was attained only with the greatest spiritual effort; but gradually
he succeeded in conquering himself more and more by means of this
incessant struggle carried on for many years. Such, anyway, is, it
seems to me, the general deduction which may be drawn from his diary
and letters. This deduction is confirmed too by the immediate
impression which many of those to whose lot it fell to be in close
relations with Leo Nikolaevitch in his later years carried away from
personal intercourse with him. Even the expression of his face during
this last period often seemed lighted up with a peculiar spiritual
radiance. Such in its most general features is my conception of the
consistent growth of Leo Nikolaevitch's inner consciousness after his
spiritual awakening in so far as that growth is connected with his
domestic sufferings and going away from home. This conception has
been formed, on the one hand, on the basis of my personal intimacy
and my spiritual unity with Leo Nikolaevitch as well as my long,
intimate acquaintance with his family; and, on the other hand, on an
attentive study of all that Leo Nikolaevitch has at various times
expressed in his letters.
But the secret of another man's soul is too great and too intricate
for anyone to be able to assert with confidence that he has fully
grasped it even on any one side. And therefore while expressing here
my personal opinion so far as it can have significance for anyone, I
feel great satisfaction in the fact that I have been able to a
considerable extent to incorporate Leo Nikolaevitch's own words in
this book. And thus it will be possible for the reader to draw his
own conclusions; at least from those notes of Leo Nikolaevitch's
which I have here brought into connection with my argument, and to
correct for himself anything in which it may seem to him that I am
mistaken. I should like to conclude with two more thoughts of Leo
Nikolaevitch's which show his comprehension of the spiritual
significance of suffering.
"For a man living a spiritual life suffering is always an
encouragement to becoming more perfect and more enlightened, and
getting nearer to God. For such people suffering can always be
transformed into the business of life."--(_Circle of Reading._)
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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