The Last Days of TolstoyChertkov, V. G. (Vladimir Grigorevich)
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The Last Days of Tolstoy
Chertkov, V. G. (Vladimir Grigorevich)
Tolstoy, Leo, graf, 1828-1910
But at the time I did not decide to do this, and now I do not regret
it. Apart from any external influences, there is no doubt that after
Leo Nikolaevitch's death there appeared at times a certain inner
softening in Sofya Andreyevna, though only of brief duration. So it
was, for instance, immediately after his death, when, in the presence
of several persons, she repeated in spiritual agonies that she had
been the cause of his death. And though a prolonged period followed
after it during which she displayed, at least in words, her former
indifference or even hostility to Leo Nikolaevitch, yet before her
own death, as those near her relate, she again expressed regret for
the wrong she had done him. And if outwardly she repented but little,
yet who can say what were her thoughts and reflections in her soul,
and especially what passed in her consciousness during those dying
hours and minutes when man, cut off from communication with those
around him, in complete solitude before his Maker, knows that he is
departing this life?
And though as she left this world Sofya Andreyevna carried with her
the answer to this question, nevertheless we have no grounds for
denying the possibility that the cherished hope which Leo
Nikolaevitch never lost, that sooner or later she would be one with
him in spirit, was realised at last before her death. Let us, too,
look with a spirit of love and compassion upon the errors, the
defects and the spiritual limitations of the companion of Leo
Nikolaevitch's life. But at the same time let us boldly look the
truth in the face, in no way softening the magnitude of the
sufferings endured by Leo Nikolaevitch by concealing the true
attitude of his wife to him, or by depicting her behaviour in a
softened light. If we keep in mind the great divine love with which
he loved her soul, then in face of the naked truth we shall not
condemn, but shall sincerely compassionate, her whose destiny it was
to serve as the instrument of his severest trials. And we shall
understand that those trials which in the end exhausted Leo
Nikolaevitch's physical forces and brought about his death were
obviously needful to the manifestations in him of the fullness of
spiritual strength received from him by God.
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Bungay, Suffolk.
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Transcriber's note:
Minor corrections were made to the original publication.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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