... They talked of Paul, of missionaries, of Asia, travel. Her manner
was easy and genuine, her observations wise and humorous, but her eyes
full of challenge. There was tenderness in them, and something that for
a better name he called deviltry. He felt himself in the presence of a
big nature, whose sweep was from the primitive passions of birth and
death, of fear and hunger, to some consummate and mysterious ambition.
He could not tell what she wanted; and at the same time her thrall was
stealing over him, preventing him from seeing her the same at different
moments. He felt that her sweetness could be unfathomable to one she
loved. She was exquisite in every detail—lip, nostril, finger-tip,
hair, figure, voice, manner, wear—all as perfect as the yellow rug. Yet
it was beauty, rather than loveliness, something to fear about it.
Romney knew in that first hour that he did not challenge her. He felt
his youth, his imperfections, the wastes of his past years. All that he
had fancied good about those years looked questionable now. If he had
known that he was to meet this woman, his life would have been
different. He had met no one like her. She accepted his best with ease
and without wonder. No man had been able to do that. She tossed a crown
over the highest of his mental offerings and added a higher one of her
own on his favourite subjects. Yet they were not showing each other
their wares. She stimulated him as no one had done before, and as for
her part—it was the pleasant passage of an hour.
An Irish woman with an olive skin and dark hair and eyes—slender and not
too tall. Her face in profile had the Greek essential of beauty, but
with a hardly imaginable delicacy covering the rigour of that austere
line of bone structure. She seemed the most conserved creature he had
ever met, as if every excellence of life had been known to her from a
child—all love and reverence and protection. He suddenly remembered that
fury of instinct with which she had kissed the boy Paul in the throat.
Something earthy and ample about that, sound and deeply-grounded like a
peasant woman’s passion.
He wondered again and again what she wanted. It had nothing to do with
money or position—Romney was sure of this. Queerly enough the truth did
not come to him until later. They dined together humorously in the
little cabin of the _Sunkiang_.... A Burmese tiger had killed her
husband.
"I can stand it—if I don’t stay in one place too long," she said,
looking at the farthest punkah. "It is always with me. If I stay at
home, or any one place many weeks, the thoughts seem to pile up so that
I cannot breathe. They drive me away—"
She had evidently not found before much understanding of this
point—seemed without hope to make herself clear to him.
"The thoughts of it become heavy in any one place," she added, "so that
there is no home—"
"I know," Romney said.
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