She spoke as she served him.... Her brother was not dangerously ill.
He would be up again in the morning, if that would do.... She had been
here with him a year. Yes, she had been lonely.... There were no other
Russians here, no other Europeans, none who remained.... No one
remained in Nadiram. It was but a point on the long road. No one came
back; all moved on. In good time every one passed on. If one remained
long enough in Nadiram, all Asia would go by, she supposed.... Mostly,
however, they were Chinese and Buddhist holy men, many of them weak from
hunger that they had brought upon themselves. She loved the holy men.
Some of them were quite pure.... There was one very ancient one, who
was almost dead. He had slept in the court for a whole day, and she had
served him. His heart was an abode of peace. She had been better for
days following. She had felt a strange peace for an hour or two from
others who had passed, but never like the power of this very old saint.
His name was Rajananda.... Mostly it was a passing of world faces,
Chinese and Tartars who pressed on, wanting something—their faces set
with desire.... Sometimes it was all like a dream to her, the great
rolling, burning desert—the moving dots becoming men and horses and
camels, the men and horses and camels becoming dots again....
Thus she talked, breaking and toasting bread, pouring his tea. Romney’s
heart was like an upturned cup with listening. He ate but did not taste
the food, drank but did not know that the tea was priceless. Night had
closed upon the court. He heard the heavy breathing from an inner room,
and horses somewhere outside clearing their nostrils from the dusty
forage. The voices of the Chinese came in when he stopped to listen, an
endless iteration of nothings.
The woman moved about—a sentence and a silence—cleansing the tea things.
An hour passed. The place was bare as before. A plate of sweets was
left upon the table, a pitcher of water with a cup beside it, a tin of
tobacco and papers. She rolled a cigarette absently, standing by the
table, still telling of the long road. She proffered the cigarette to
him, suddenly recalling herself.
"I quite forgot," she said. "He taught me to do it for him." She
looked at the shut door, from which the breathing issued.
Romney accepted the cigarette gratefully. He spoke very little and
quietly, a deep hush upon him. He had been afraid to comment, lest she
be aroused and hastily call in the fragments of her story. He was
sensitive enough to know that she was easing some tragic ache from her
heart. Her voice, her face and figure, the hands that served, the story
itself, filled his imagination with pictures and a startling kind of
power.
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