She looked so white that he was awed by the frailness of her life. He
could not speak, and the sense of hanging there, impotent, presently
prevailed upon his pride, and he went away. During the day Bamban twice
mentioned the town of Wampli, and each time Romney turned away and
smiled.
Always when driven to the last ditch, he smiled. One can best survey
the humour of the world from the last ditch. And this day moved on,
hour by hour, the slowest caravan in the reach of mortal
conception—hours to the dusk, deadly, crawling. And when the dusk came
on, he went to the court of the Consulate and sat upon a stone by the
west wall, and smoked there, waiting for the full night. Once the woman
came to the doorway and waved at him. And that night, leaving, he was
torn again. As he stretched out on his blankets, Bamban brought a
candle.
... Romney suddenly reached for the yellow hand. At the touch of it, a
sob came from him, and for an hour he apologised. Still an hour later he
awoke, sweating, with a start, dreaming that the laugh had come. Bamban
was still sitting by the candle.
"Was that the hyenas?" the American asked.
"No, there has been silence. You were dreaming."
"Ah, yes."
Bamban watched him for a time.
"You do not eat. You do not sleep. You are losing strength for your
journey. Will not the woman wait for you?"
"I feel as if I needed some new power," Romney said strangely. "I feel
the need of a master."
"When that comes to a man, the master is near," Bamban said quietly.
"What do you mean? You see I have stopped talking to you as a servant."
"I am your servant," Bamban responded simply.
"But what did you mean about the master being near?"
"It is a saying among the Buddhists that the master is ready when the
man is; but I wonder if he will find his disciple with great joy, when
that disciple delays his mission for a woman. Remember I am talking
still as your servant."
"I appreciate you, Bamban."
"You are the chosen one. I wait for you to remember your mission, and
to have done with the lesser drawing principle—"
Romney laughed. "It’s a clash of the East and West," he said.
"But they thought you were of the East. They are waiting now in
Peking—in the conviction of your loyalty—"
Romney turned away as if to sleep again.
The next morning when he shaved he cut himself twice, for his face was
all unfamiliar with bone; and that evening he sat on the stone by the
west wall of the court. There was no sound. The full moonless night
came over him. The woman waved in the doorway. He arose at last and
went out of the court, for there was no sound from the desert.
It was exactly so the next night, and during neither of these two days
did he see Anna Erivan. On the third night he arose and left the court
as usual, but there was a light speeding foot behind him, and her hand
touched his sleeve.
"Oh, come back—send Bamban for your bags and come back!"
"My God—why?" he stammered.
"Do as I say—"
"But what have I done?"
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