England -- Fiction; Paranormal fiction; Short stories
“Why of course!” came a deep, laughing voice.
She started round, but nobody was to be seen.
“I expect it’s that man again!” she said to herself. “It really _is_
remarkable, you know. I consider it’s a remarkable thing that I
never really wanted a man—_any_ man. And there I am over thirty. It
_is_ curious. Whether it’s something wrong with me, or right with
me, I can’t say. I don’t know till I’ve proved it. But I believe, if
that man kept on laughing, something would happen to me.”
She smelt the curious smell of almond blossom in the room, and heard
the distant laugh again.
“I do wonder why Marchbanks went with that woman last night.
Whatever could he want of her?—or she him? So strange, as if they
both had made up their minds to something! How extraordinarily
puzzling life is! So messy, it all seems.
“Why does nobody ever laugh in life like that man. He _did_ seem so
wonderful. So scornful! And so proud! And so real! With those
laughing, scornful, amazing eyes, just laughing and disappearing
again. I can’t imagine him chasing any woman, thank goodness. It’s
all so messy. My policeman would be messy if one would let him: like
a dog. I do dislike dogs, really I do. And men do seem so doggy!”
But even while she mused, she began to laugh again to herself with a
long, low chuckle. How wonderful of that man to come and laugh like
that and make the sky crack and shrivel like an old skin. Wasn’t he
wonderful! Wouldn’t it be wonderful if he just touched her. Even
touched her. She felt, if he touched her, she herself would emerge
new and tender out of an old, hard skin. She was gazing abstractedly
out of the window.
“There he comes, just now,” she said abruptly. But she meant
Marchbanks, not the laughing man.
There he came, his hands still shoved down in his overcoat pockets,
his head still rather furtively ducked, in the bowler hat, and his
legs still rather shambling. He came hurrying across the road, not
looking up, deep in thought, no doubt. Thinking profoundly, with
agonies of agitation, no doubt about his last night’s experience. It
made her laugh.
She, watching from the window above, burst into a long laugh, and
the canaries went off their heads again.
He was in the hall below. His resonant voice was calling, rather
imperiously:
“James! Are you coming down?”
“No,” she called. “You come up.”
He came up two at a time, as if his feet were a bit savage with the
stairs for obstructing him.
In the doorway he stood staring at her with a vacant, sardonic look,
his gray eyes moving with a queer light And she looked back at him
with a curious, rather haughty carelessness.
“Don’t you want your breakfast?” she asked. It was his custom to
come and take breakfast with her each morning.
“No,” he answered loudly. “I went to a tea shop.”
“Don’t shout,” she said. “I can hear you quite well.”
He looked at her with mockery and a touch of malice.
“I believe you always could,” he said, still loudly.
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