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With trembling hand she gave him the paper, and sat white and
motionless looking at him while he read it. He recognised the
hand-writing of Evadne, and the colour mounted in his cheeks. With
lightning-speed he conceived the contents of the letter; all was now
cast on one die; falsehood and artifice were trifles in comparison with
the impending ruin. He would either entirely dispel Perdita’s
suspicions, or quit her for ever. “My dear girl,” he said, “I have been
to blame; but you must pardon me. I was in the wrong to commence a
system of concealment; but I did it for the sake of sparing you pain;
and each day has rendered it more difficult for me to alter my plan.
Besides, I was instigated by delicacy towards the unhappy writer of
these few lines.”
Perdita gasped: “Well,” she cried, “well, go on!”
“That is all—this paper tells all. I am placed in the most difficult
circumstances. I have done my best, though perhaps I have done wrong.
My love for you is inviolate.”
Perdita shook her head doubtingly: “It cannot be,” she cried, “I know
that it is not. You would deceive me, but I will not be deceived. I
have lost you, myself, my life!”
“Do you not believe me?” said Raymond haughtily.
“To believe you,” she exclaimed, “I would give up all, and expire with
joy, so that in death I could feel that you were true—but that cannot
be!”
“Perdita,” continued Raymond, “you do not see the precipice on which
you stand. You may believe that I did not enter on my present line of
conduct without reluctance and pain. I knew that it was possible that
your suspicions might be excited; but I trusted that my simple word
would cause them to disappear. I built my hope on your confidence. Do
you think that I will be questioned, and my replies disdainfully set
aside? Do you think that I will be suspected, perhaps watched,
cross-questioned, and disbelieved? I am not yet fallen so low; my
honour is not yet so tarnished. You have loved me; I adored you. But
all human sentiments come to an end. Let our affection expire—but let
it not be exchanged for distrust and recrimination. Heretofore we have
been friends—lovers—let us not become enemies, mutual spies. I cannot
live the object of suspicion—you cannot believe me—let us part!”
“Exactly so,” cried Perdita, “I knew that it would come to this! Are we
not already parted? Does not a stream, boundless as ocean, deep as
vacuum, yawn between us?”
Raymond rose, his voice was broken, his features convulsed, his manner
calm as the earthquake-cradling atmosphere, he replied: “I am rejoiced
that you take my decision so philosophically. Doubtless you will play
the part of the injured wife to admiration. Sometimes you may be stung
with the feeling that you have wronged me, but the condolence of your
relatives, the pity of the world, the complacency which the
consciousness of your own immaculate innocence will bestow, will be
excellent balm;—me you will never see more!”
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