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Raymond moved towards the door. He forgot that each word he spoke was
false. He personated his assumption of innocence even to
self-deception. Have not actors wept, as they pourtrayed imagined
passion? A more intense feeling of the reality of fiction possessed
Raymond. He spoke with pride; he felt injured. Perdita looked up; she
saw his angry glance; his hand was on the lock of the door. She started
up, she threw herself on his neck, she gasped and sobbed; he took her
hand, and leading her to the sofa, sat down near her. Her head fell on
his shoulder, she trembled, alternate changes of fire and ice ran
through her limbs: observing her emotion he spoke with softened
accents:
“The blow is given. I will not part from you in anger;—I owe you too
much. I owe you six years of unalloyed happiness. But they are passed.
I will not live the mark of suspicion, the object of jealousy. I love
you too well. In an eternal separation only can either of us hope for
dignity and propriety of action. We shall not then be degraded from our
true characters. Faith and devotion have hitherto been the essence of
our intercourse;—these lost, let us not cling to the seedless husk of
life, the unkernelled shell. You have your child, your brother, Idris,
Adrian”—
“And you,” cried Perdita, “the writer of that letter.”
Uncontrollable indignation flashed from the eyes of Raymond. He knew
that this accusation at least was false. “Entertain this belief,” he
cried, “hug it to your heart—make it a pillow to your head, an opiate
for your eyes —I am content. But, by the God that made me, hell is not
more false than the word you have spoken!”
Perdita was struck by the impassioned seriousness of his asseverations.
She replied with earnestness, “I do not refuse to believe you, Raymond;
on the contrary I promise to put implicit faith in your simple word.
Only assure me that your love and faith towards me have never been
violated; and suspicion, and doubt, and jealousy will at once be
dispersed. We shall continue as we have ever done, one heart, one hope,
one life.”
“I have already assured you of my fidelity,” said Raymond with
disdainful coldness, “triple assertions will avail nothing where one is
despised. I will say no more; for I can add nothing to what I have
already said, to what you before contemptuously set aside. This
contention is unworthy of both of us; and I confess that I am weary of
replying to charges at once unfounded and unkind.”
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