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I endeavoured to console her; I did not question her! but I caressed
her, assured her of my deepest affection and my intense interest in the
changes of her fortune:—“Dear words,” she cried, “expressions of love
come upon my ear, like the remembered sounds of forgotten music, that
had been dear to me. They are vain, I know; how very vain in their
attempt to soothe or comfort me. Dearest Lionel, you cannot guess what
I have suffered during these long months. I have read of mourners in
ancient days, who clothed themselves in sackcloth, scattered dust upon
their heads, ate their bread mingled with ashes, and took up their
abode on the bleak mountain tops, reproaching heaven and earth aloud
with their misfortunes. Why this is the very luxury of sorrow! thus one
might go on from day to day contriving new extravagances, revelling in
the paraphernalia of woe, wedded to all the appurtenances of despair.
Alas! I must for ever conceal the wretchedness that consumes me. I must
weave a veil of dazzling falsehood to hide my grief from vulgar eyes,
smoothe my brow, and paint my lips in deceitful smiles—even in solitude
I dare not think how lost I am, lest I become insane and rave.”
The tears and agitation of my poor sister had rendered her unfit to
return to the circle we had left—so I persuaded her to let me drive her
through the park; and, during the ride, I induced her to confide the
tale of her unhappiness to me, fancying that talking of it would
lighten the burthen, and certain that, if there were a remedy, it
should be found and secured to her.
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