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We assembled again towards evening, and Perdita insisted on our having
recourse to music. She wanted, she said, to give us a specimen of her
new accomplishment; for since she had been in London, she had applied
herself to music, and sang, without much power, but with a great deal
of sweetness. We were not permitted by her to select any but
light-hearted melodies; and all the Operas of Mozart were called into
service, that we might choose the most exhilarating of his airs. Among
the other transcendant attributes of Mozart’s music, it possesses more
than any other that of appearing to come from the heart; you enter into
the passions expressed by him, and are transported with grief, joy,
anger, or confusion, as he, our soul’s master, chooses to inspire. For
some time, the spirit of hilarity was kept up; but, at length, Perdita
receded from the piano, for Raymond had joined in the trio of “_Taci
ingiusto core_,” in Don Giovanni, whose arch entreaty was softened by
him into tenderness, and thrilled her heart with memories of the
changed past; it was the same voice, the same tone, the self-same
sounds and words, which often before she had received, as the homage of
love to her—no longer was it that; and this concord of sound with its
dissonance of expression penetrated her with regret and despair. Soon
after Idris, who was at the harp, turned to that passionate and
sorrowful air in Figaro, “_Porgi, amor, qualche ristoro_,” in which the
deserted Countess laments the change of the faithless Almaviva. The
soul of tender sorrow is breathed forth in this strain; and the sweet
voice of Idris, sustained by the mournful chords of her instrument,
added to the expression of the words. During the pathetic appeal with
which it concludes, a stifled sob attracted our attention to Perdita,
the cessation of the music recalled her to herself, she hastened out of
the hall—I followed her. At first, she seemed to wish to shun me; and
then, yielding to my earnest questioning, she threw herself on my neck,
and wept aloud:—“Once more,” she cried, “once more on your friendly
breast, my beloved brother, can the lost Perdita pour forth her
sorrows. I had imposed a law of silence on myself; and for months I
have kept it. I do wrong in weeping now, and greater wrong in giving
words to my grief. I will not speak! Be it enough for you to know that
I am miserable—be it enough for you to know, that the painted veil of
life is rent, that I sit for ever shrouded in darkness and gloom, that
grief is my sister, everlasting lamentation my mate!”
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