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In the mean time, Raymond had remained with Adrian and Idris. He was
naturally frank; the continued absence of Perdita and myself became
remarkable; and Raymond soon found relief from the constraint of
months, by an unreserved confidence with his two friends. He related to
them the situation in which he had found Evadne. At first, from
delicacy to Adrian he concealed her name; but it was divulged in the
course of his narrative, and her former lover heard with the most acute
agitation the history of her sufferings. Idris had shared Perdita’s ill
opinion of the Greek; but Raymond’s account softened and interested
her. Evadne’s constancy, fortitude, even her ill-fated and
ill-regulated love, were matter of admiration and pity; especially
when, from the detail of the events of the nineteenth of October, it
was apparent that she preferred suffering and death to any in her eyes
degrading application for the pity and assistance of her lover. Her
subsequent conduct did not diminish this interest. At first, relieved
from famine and the grave, watched over by Raymond with the tenderest
assiduity, with that feeling of repose peculiar to convalescence,
Evadne gave herself up to rapturous gratitude and love. But reflection
returned with health. She questioned him with regard to the motives
which had occasioned his critical absence. She framed her enquiries
with Greek subtlety; she formed her conclusions with the decision and
firmness peculiar to her disposition. She could not divine, that the
breach which she had occasioned between Raymond and Perdita was already
irreparable: but she knew, that under the present system it would be
widened each day, and that its result must be to destroy her lover’s
happiness, and to implant the fangs of remorse in his heart. From the
moment that she perceived the right line of conduct, she resolved to
adopt it, and to part from Raymond for ever. Conflicting passions,
long-cherished love, and self-inflicted disappointment, made her regard
death alone as sufficient refuge for her woe. But the same feelings and
opinions which had before restrained her, acted with redoubled force;
for she knew that the reflection that he had occasioned her death,
would pursue Raymond through life, poisoning every enjoyment, clouding
every prospect. Besides, though the violence of her anguish made life
hateful, it had not yet produced that monotonous, lethargic sense of
changeless misery which for the most part produces suicide. Her energy
of character induced her still to combat with the ills of life; even
those attendant on hopeless love presented themselves, rather in the
shape of an adversary to be overcome, than of a victor to whom she must
submit. Besides, she had memories of past tenderness to cherish,
smiles, words, and even tears, to con over, which, though remembered in
desertion and sorrow, were to be preferred to the forgetfulness of the
grave. It was impossible to guess at the whole of her plan. Her letter
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