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The mode in which he spoke of my father was gratifying to my vanity;
the veil which he delicately cast over his benevolence, in alledging a
duteous fulfilment of the king’s latest will, was soothing to my pride.
Other feelings, less ambiguous, were called into play by his
conciliating manner and the generous warmth of his expressions, respect
rarely before experienced, admiration, and love—he had touched my rocky
heart with his magic power, and the stream of affection gushed forth,
imperishable and pure. In the evening we parted; he pressed my hand:
“We shall meet again; come to me to-morrow.” I clasped that kind hand;
I tried to answer; a fervent “God bless you!” was all my ignorance
could frame of speech, and I darted away, oppressed by my new emotions.
I could not rest. I sought the hills; a west wind swept them, and the
stars glittered above. I ran on, careless of outward objects, but
trying to master the struggling spirit within me by means of bodily
fatigue. “This,” I thought, “is power! Not to be strong of limb, hard
of heart, ferocious, and daring; but kind, compassionate and
soft.”—Stopping short, I clasped my hands, and with the fervour of a
new proselyte, cried, “Doubt me not, Adrian, I also will become wise
and good!” and then quite overcome, I wept aloud.
As this gust of passion passed from me, I felt more composed. I lay on
the ground, and giving the reins to my thoughts, repassed in my mind my
former life; and began, fold by fold, to unwind the many errors of my
heart, and to discover how brutish, savage, and worthless I had
hitherto been. I could not however at that time feel remorse, for
methought I was born anew; my soul threw off the burthen of past sin,
to commence a new career in innocence and love. Nothing harsh or rough
remained to jar with the soft feelings which the transactions of the
day had inspired; I was as a child lisping its devotions after its
mother, and my plastic soul was remoulded by a master hand, which I
neither desired nor was able to resist.
This was the first commencement of my friendship with Adrian, and I
must commemorate this day as the most fortunate of my life. I now began
to be human. I was admitted within that sacred boundary which divides
the intellectual and moral nature of man from that which characterizes
animals. My best feelings were called into play to give fitting
responses to the generosity, wisdom, and amenity of my new friend. He,
with a noble goodness all his own, took infinite delight in bestowing
to prodigality the treasures of his mind and fortune on the
long-neglected son of his father’s friend, the offspring of that gifted
being whose excellencies and talents he had heard commemorated from
infancy.
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