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We both agreed in loving Adrian: although she not having yet escaped
from childhood could not appreciate as I did the extent of his merits,
or feel the same sympathy in his pursuits and opinions. I was for ever
with him. There was a sensibility and sweetness in his disposition,
that gave a tender and unearthly tone to our converse. Then he was gay
as a lark carolling from its skiey tower, soaring in thought as an
eagle, innocent as the mild-eyed dove. He could dispel the seriousness
of Perdita, and take the sting from the torturing activity of my
nature. I looked back to my restless desires and painful struggles with
my fellow beings as to a troubled dream, and felt myself as much
changed as if I had transmigrated into another form, whose fresh
sensorium and mechanism of nerves had altered the reflection of the
apparent universe in the mirror of mind. But it was not so; I was the
same in strength, in earnest craving for sympathy, in my yearning for
active exertion. My manly virtues did not desert me, for the witch
Urania spared the locks of Sampson, while he reposed at her feet; but
all was softened and humanized. Nor did Adrian instruct me only in the
cold truths of history and philosophy. At the same time that he taught
me by their means to subdue my own reckless and uncultured spirit, he
opened to my view the living page of his own heart, and gave me to feel
and understand its wondrous character.
The ex-queen of England had, even during infancy, endeavoured to
implant daring and ambitious designs in the mind of her son. She saw
that he was endowed with genius and surpassing talent; these she
cultivated for the sake of afterwards using them for the furtherance of
her own views. She encouraged his craving for knowledge and his
impetuous courage; she even tolerated his tameless love of freedom,
under the hope that this would, as is too often the case, lead to a
passion for command. She endeavoured to bring him up in a sense of
resentment towards, and a desire to revenge himself upon, those who had
been instrumental in bringing about his father’s abdication. In this
she did not succeed. The accounts furnished him, however distorted, of
a great and wise nation asserting its right to govern itself, excited
his admiration: in early days he became a republican from principle.
Still his mother did not despair. To the love of rule and haughty pride
of birth she added determined ambition, patience, and self-control. She
devoted herself to the study of her son’s disposition. By the
application of praise, censure, and exhortation, she tried to seek and
strike the fitting chords; and though the melody that followed her
touch seemed discord to her, she built her hopes on his talents, and
felt sure that she would at last win him. The kind of banishment he now
experienced arose from other causes.
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